Crusty eyes and stuffy noses
I'm curious if this journal is actually help me vent about my feelings or if it's just helping me obsess over her. The question keeps coming up... Does she even think about me? Is it hard for her to go without calling me. I think I know the answer, but it's not what I want to hear so I'll dismiss it. After going to the mall the other day with my mom, the thought of going to SF with Christine keeps repeating in my head. All the things that we will and will not be able to do. The NOT being because we're not in a relationship anymore. The simple things like holding hands or taking a random picture together. I wonder if she'll even remember to call me after her final next week. Well I better go to work now.