theres no rest for the lonely. i hope i die in my sleep.
its two am. i have work in a few hours. i cant sleep because i cant stop thinking about matt.
im fucking pathetic.
this is so sickening.
i hate that i cant sleep even though im so tired. all i can think about is him. hes distracting the hell out of my sleep.
I WANT TO SEE HIM SO BAD. I WANT TO TALK TO HIM SO BAD. I WANT HIM BACK. NOW. I Just wish he didnt hate me so much. i wish so many things. i hate myself.
god. i wish i could turn back some serious time. i would have changed everything.
im fucking pathetic.
this is so sickening.
i hate that i cant sleep even though im so tired. all i can think about is him. hes distracting the hell out of my sleep.
I WANT TO SEE HIM SO BAD. I WANT TO TALK TO HIM SO BAD. I WANT HIM BACK. NOW. I Just wish he didnt hate me so much. i wish so many things. i hate myself.
god. i wish i could turn back some serious time. i would have changed everything.