The most depressing day of the year
Crazy but I'm relieved this time
Begging for sweet relief of blessing empty sky
Sooo today was the most depressing day of the year. That's scientifically calcuated, somehow. SO i guess everyone was supposed to walk around depressed. If this is the most depressing day of the year bring it on!
Dying behind these tired eyes
I've been loosing sleep
I went skiing this weekend and i had a blast! Now i'm dead tired and don't wanna do any work. I didn't fall once, but when i go again i'm sure i will break something because i've said tht sooo many times. Rachel & i got to hang out & get closer. Also don't every say chaperones suck cuz they are freakin AWSOME! Geof and Justin played a song tht geof wrote...it was AWSOME. They are amazingly talented. I hope they stick with it because they could go really far.
Please come to me
Tonight
So i talked to Adam. He likes a girl named Lee. Thats cool. I'm happy for him lol. Neil also has a g/f. All the good ones are taken? Haha. Adam told me that going to college unattached is the way to go. He doesn't know i like him. Wow. Yeah. I have realized he is an awsome friend that i would not want to loose. So thts good. We worked on our English project thts due tom. We have to dress up. He is really funny. Shannon is in it too. She's kinda quiet, but she's growing on me. She's pretty cool.
Hands on a miracle
I got my hands on a miracle
Summer and I were in a room together today. Arms length away. Didn't talk. But i didn't care. It didn't really bother me. She knows not to say nething stupid. I honestly wish she would quit hangin around me. If meghan & them wanna hang out around her then they wouldn't hang around me. I dont think she gets it which is really sad. O well sucks for her.
Leave it or not, hands on a miracle
And there ain't no way,Let you take it away
I drove west today goin to Adams. I had some memories about goin to Charolette. The good ones. The ones that won't ever be made with those ppl. But i got off an exit way b4 the one in charolette. Memories will be made with them. Good ones.
Everything that we survived
It's gonna be alright
I think i have to go give blood soon. That should be interesting. Anna's still pregnant. Shes having those false contractions now. Which she says is good. she and i have been through a lot together. Today we finished up our photography projects. We had to sell something. Make an ad for it. I sold my cleats. She sold Rasin Brand. I think we did alrite.
Just lucky we're alive
Got no vision I've been blind
I love going to the mountains. It reminds me of a lot of things. God is truly wonderful. I have been straying away and I think this was his way of calling me back. The view up there was beautiful. But something even more amazing happened. Ms. O was handing out Bible verses to be read during our devotion time. She gave me Phillipians 4:13. "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." This is an inspiring verse in itself, but theres a story to it. I have had this verse memorized since sophmore year. When i was trying out for soccer then i was really nervous. I was talkin to my friend Brandon online and he told me to go look up tht verse. To tape it in my cleats. It helped me get through. Sometimes when i'm down i can remember that verse. And that was the verse i was asked to read. it is an amazing verse.
Searching every way you're right here in my sights
Away
I'm getting ready to go to college here in a few months. A bunch of people are proud of me. I am proud of me. I want to be able to do something with photography, but i also want to be able to help teenagers the way people like Drew and Ms. O and Ms. Seay have helped me. I want to be able to lead ppl to Christ. To be able to say that it will be ok because He is there with you. Always. THis isnt the easiest thing to remember, but i want to. I desperately want to be better. I am constatntly having trouble. I vow to be better and then become slack because i forget. It's hard. I haven't known it to be easy. But life isn't easy. If it were more ppl would survive.
*Miracle* ~Foo Fighters
Begging for sweet relief of blessing empty sky
Sooo today was the most depressing day of the year. That's scientifically calcuated, somehow. SO i guess everyone was supposed to walk around depressed. If this is the most depressing day of the year bring it on!
Dying behind these tired eyes
I've been loosing sleep
I went skiing this weekend and i had a blast! Now i'm dead tired and don't wanna do any work. I didn't fall once, but when i go again i'm sure i will break something because i've said tht sooo many times. Rachel & i got to hang out & get closer. Also don't every say chaperones suck cuz they are freakin AWSOME! Geof and Justin played a song tht geof wrote...it was AWSOME. They are amazingly talented. I hope they stick with it because they could go really far.
Please come to me
Tonight
So i talked to Adam. He likes a girl named Lee. Thats cool. I'm happy for him lol. Neil also has a g/f. All the good ones are taken? Haha. Adam told me that going to college unattached is the way to go. He doesn't know i like him. Wow. Yeah. I have realized he is an awsome friend that i would not want to loose. So thts good. We worked on our English project thts due tom. We have to dress up. He is really funny. Shannon is in it too. She's kinda quiet, but she's growing on me. She's pretty cool.
Hands on a miracle
I got my hands on a miracle
Summer and I were in a room together today. Arms length away. Didn't talk. But i didn't care. It didn't really bother me. She knows not to say nething stupid. I honestly wish she would quit hangin around me. If meghan & them wanna hang out around her then they wouldn't hang around me. I dont think she gets it which is really sad. O well sucks for her.
Leave it or not, hands on a miracle
And there ain't no way,Let you take it away
I drove west today goin to Adams. I had some memories about goin to Charolette. The good ones. The ones that won't ever be made with those ppl. But i got off an exit way b4 the one in charolette. Memories will be made with them. Good ones.
Everything that we survived
It's gonna be alright
I think i have to go give blood soon. That should be interesting. Anna's still pregnant. Shes having those false contractions now. Which she says is good. she and i have been through a lot together. Today we finished up our photography projects. We had to sell something. Make an ad for it. I sold my cleats. She sold Rasin Brand. I think we did alrite.
Just lucky we're alive
Got no vision I've been blind
I love going to the mountains. It reminds me of a lot of things. God is truly wonderful. I have been straying away and I think this was his way of calling me back. The view up there was beautiful. But something even more amazing happened. Ms. O was handing out Bible verses to be read during our devotion time. She gave me Phillipians 4:13. "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." This is an inspiring verse in itself, but theres a story to it. I have had this verse memorized since sophmore year. When i was trying out for soccer then i was really nervous. I was talkin to my friend Brandon online and he told me to go look up tht verse. To tape it in my cleats. It helped me get through. Sometimes when i'm down i can remember that verse. And that was the verse i was asked to read. it is an amazing verse.
Searching every way you're right here in my sights
Away
I'm getting ready to go to college here in a few months. A bunch of people are proud of me. I am proud of me. I want to be able to do something with photography, but i also want to be able to help teenagers the way people like Drew and Ms. O and Ms. Seay have helped me. I want to be able to lead ppl to Christ. To be able to say that it will be ok because He is there with you. Always. THis isnt the easiest thing to remember, but i want to. I desperately want to be better. I am constatntly having trouble. I vow to be better and then become slack because i forget. It's hard. I haven't known it to be easy. But life isn't easy. If it were more ppl would survive.
*Miracle* ~Foo Fighters