Doesn't help when i'm indecisive
2 days back marked my last race with NPDB at SDBF.
I was filled with all sorts of emotions i couldn't describe. A sigh of relief when it was all over but yet i wasn't a single bit ready to let go of them. It only hit me after the Open Womens Minor Finals race; the last 2.4km i paddled with them when i realized 'hey dern, that was your last race with the ladies!' Surely, there must be a day when you accept the fact that you have to move on and allow new blood to breed yet another part of you wants to stay and see that new blood grow. And maybe so that it'd put a stop to people and their tongues from running wild, cmnting on how NP keeps relying on their ALUMNIs when they fail to get their sources right from the beginning. I wonder why they even call it OPEN category in the first place.. okay, the bitching ends here. (:
No doubt i still have the passion to continue dragonboating 'cos i know that there are teams that i can join if i'm interested, yet a bigger part of me wants to take up a different sport to challenge myself.
But when i think abt the degree at SMU and PM cup, i'm more than motivated to continue the sport. I'm in a dilemma, this is disturbing...
Played L4D for the 2nd time but with a different grp of players. Don't get me wrong. I'm no gamer, i just like the challenge. (: D got pretty excited over it even before the game started! It's his latest addiction besides his gf of course. hehe! (: If not for the lousy server disconnecting us from the game, we probby could've completed 2 missions damn it.
My face is burnt for the terrible sun blaze over the weekend, it's peeling like free despite applying layers of aloe vera and moisturizer. :(
i look so horrible and wrinkly like an old granny when i smile that it's not even funny, i don't wanna head out until i've recovered. :(
I was filled with all sorts of emotions i couldn't describe. A sigh of relief when it was all over but yet i wasn't a single bit ready to let go of them. It only hit me after the Open Womens Minor Finals race; the last 2.4km i paddled with them when i realized 'hey dern, that was your last race with the ladies!' Surely, there must be a day when you accept the fact that you have to move on and allow new blood to breed yet another part of you wants to stay and see that new blood grow. And maybe so that it'd put a stop to people and their tongues from running wild, cmnting on how NP keeps relying on their ALUMNIs when they fail to get their sources right from the beginning. I wonder why they even call it OPEN category in the first place.. okay, the bitching ends here. (:
No doubt i still have the passion to continue dragonboating 'cos i know that there are teams that i can join if i'm interested, yet a bigger part of me wants to take up a different sport to challenge myself.
But when i think abt the degree at SMU and PM cup, i'm more than motivated to continue the sport. I'm in a dilemma, this is disturbing...
Played L4D for the 2nd time but with a different grp of players. Don't get me wrong. I'm no gamer, i just like the challenge. (: D got pretty excited over it even before the game started! It's his latest addiction besides his gf of course. hehe! (: If not for the lousy server disconnecting us from the game, we probby could've completed 2 missions damn it.
My face is burnt for the terrible sun blaze over the weekend, it's peeling like free despite applying layers of aloe vera and moisturizer. :(
i look so horrible and wrinkly like an old granny when i smile that it's not even funny, i don't wanna head out until i've recovered. :(