December 22, 2007

[thegreatwashuu]

My thoughts wont stop moving, I can't concentrate and my hands are Always shaking. ...A cold sweat leads to a bad memory and a Anxiety attack.

These past couple of days for me have been Short, and too the point, but Very "deep" in a Non limit passing way.

And on Sunday I leave for California. My Sister had a baby Recently, and My mother wants to visit (I really want to see my sister too.). ...Talking about sister...I wonder how my other sister Bonnie is doing. I haven't talked to her in about three years. And that really makes me sad, because I just think about how I Grew up not knowing she existed until I was about 11.

...And to Frost the Cake, I have another  "Sister", Named Tracy. She is Just as close to me as A Bum In Seattle.

I don't know her. She doesn't Care about me. So, ...Whatever.

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I'm Growing up, and things are starting to cost me money. Lots of it, and I need things. Lots of things.

I want:

- A Guitar, Electric
- A life (Ahahahah....)
- To become A Better Artist
- A sewing Machine (My mom has one in the closet waiting to be opened on Christmas.)

I Need:

- SD "Mark" Clothes For him.
- A Job for all of this stuff
- Again, A life
- To become a Better Artist
- A Good Camera

Don't even Bring up Sakuracon Until I have all of this. :/

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I Have always liked D's And SD's, But Didn't know what they where called until a little while ago. And now, I Need one...

Don't ask me why... But I do.

I looked around, and My SD Will be "Mark", and obviously, From VOLKS.

So. I'm Tired, So I'm Wraping this up Tonight. Typos can Kiss my Ass.

And I Need A Hug. >_____>;;