December 12, 2007
Today was a slightly full one.
I'm the morning I was recovering from "Dream Sickness" (Well, thats what I call it...) It's the feel of being in two different worlds at once. I know I'm awake, but the dream is still strongly in your head. Yeah, Like that. xP
...I was late to school for the first time in a while. To tell the truth, I'm getting into good habits. So, it doesn't really matter too much. I just don't want to start a new bad habit.
Oh...Off track am I? Want to know what the dream was about? Alright. Fine.
I was in a wonderfully decorated room. Very artistic. With Jay and Marnelli. Jay was happy and Marnelli Held my hand to comfort me about something. (It was totally Friendly, not that type of hand holding.) I was so, Happy. I really felt cared for.
And I tend not to be someone to bring up old things, because my mom does that and no one should. But if Marnelli ever reads this. I would need her to know that I still love her as a friend. Regardless of what she thinks of me. And, theres nothing anyone can do about it. With that said. You too Tia.
Anyways, I got home and was Really depressed. There was a "When will this Gaping hole be filled?" moment. ;D (I love you Svet. <3)
But, I'm not sure why. Usually you would know whats bothering you right? Well....Jay has said that he doesn't know sometimes, and I told him theres no way. Sorry for not taking your word for it Jay. I now know what you mean. But, Maybe it's a LOT of different things coming together that is the problem? Because if so, you wouldn't be able to pinpoint one single reason.
On a even lower note. I sort of feel like a bad friend right now. But I don't know what to do. I, well, Have a lot of people; that want to hang out or do something. And I really HATE letting people down. I'm not a push over to pressure, but when it's some of your closest friends, it can be tough.
Yeah, well...I'm Drawing Jay something tonight. I'll post it tomorrow. :3
OH...And Grades...
Failing: 5
Passing: 1
Three are close to passing, but two I don't think I can make up before Finals. Here comes Super seinorship...
But, I will Pass highschool. I have a Dream, And I will protect it to my Grave. And Nobody, will stop me.
I'm Cheering for you Justin.... -Pats his own Back...-
I'm the morning I was recovering from "Dream Sickness" (Well, thats what I call it...) It's the feel of being in two different worlds at once. I know I'm awake, but the dream is still strongly in your head. Yeah, Like that. xP
...I was late to school for the first time in a while. To tell the truth, I'm getting into good habits. So, it doesn't really matter too much. I just don't want to start a new bad habit.
Oh...Off track am I? Want to know what the dream was about? Alright. Fine.
I was in a wonderfully decorated room. Very artistic. With Jay and Marnelli. Jay was happy and Marnelli Held my hand to comfort me about something. (It was totally Friendly, not that type of hand holding.) I was so, Happy. I really felt cared for.
And I tend not to be someone to bring up old things, because my mom does that and no one should. But if Marnelli ever reads this. I would need her to know that I still love her as a friend. Regardless of what she thinks of me. And, theres nothing anyone can do about it. With that said. You too Tia.
Anyways, I got home and was Really depressed. There was a "When will this Gaping hole be filled?" moment. ;D (I love you Svet. <3)
But, I'm not sure why. Usually you would know whats bothering you right? Well....Jay has said that he doesn't know sometimes, and I told him theres no way. Sorry for not taking your word for it Jay. I now know what you mean. But, Maybe it's a LOT of different things coming together that is the problem? Because if so, you wouldn't be able to pinpoint one single reason.
On a even lower note. I sort of feel like a bad friend right now. But I don't know what to do. I, well, Have a lot of people; that want to hang out or do something. And I really HATE letting people down. I'm not a push over to pressure, but when it's some of your closest friends, it can be tough.
Yeah, well...I'm Drawing Jay something tonight. I'll post it tomorrow. :3
OH...And Grades...
Failing: 5
Passing: 1
Three are close to passing, but two I don't think I can make up before Finals. Here comes Super seinorship...
But, I will Pass highschool. I have a Dream, And I will protect it to my Grave. And Nobody, will stop me.
I'm Cheering for you Justin.... -Pats his own Back...-