Nov 29, 2004 15:16
heylo....
I'm just sitting here at Autumn and Cori's house. I hate laptops!
just a few thoughts and events....
Feeling kinda under-appreciated at work lately. The more I try to help out, the more shit I get into... it's terrible...but it will die down, eventually. I dyed my hair red and it's already faded, but it looks okay.
So my brother is still being Blair. He walked 25 miles last night BAREFOOT....crazy bastard.
So I have no life, really. I go out, sure...but not much. I stay pretty much out of trouble anymore. Of course I get into crazy shit here and there, but I'm leah...that's unavoidable!
I need a man. I don't want one, persay...but I'm lonely. I'm tired of being treated like shit, so I don't let them treat me at all. If they don't treat me like shit, they get all lovey-pukey with me and I have to get rid of them.
I have 2 rules:
1- don't get attached.
2- just because I don't want attachment, does NOT mean I don't DEMAND your respect. damnit.
that's it.....is it that fucking difficult to find someone that is capable of this? I just want to share my affections without that dramatic bullshit!!!! sheesh, people. I need to get the hell out of west virginia.
but anyways, I'm outta here to regain the gossiping. peace.