Secretly I want to bury in the yard the grey remains of a friendship scarred.
School is sucking. As I should have expected. I was kind of excited about seeing people and having lunch with my friends like old times. But no. I sit by myself during fucking A lunch. I don't even eat lunch. I just sit and stare which probably makes me look like a fucking nutcase. I suck at getting to my classes on time as well. And I only go to my locker twice. Also, I don't know anybody in any of my classes except for 6th with Suzy. And it's only by Brian's big heart that I even have somewhere to sit in the morning. I wish summer would hurry itself along a lot faster.
Well, yesterday, my first day, went horribly. So uncool. But afterschool, I did get to go to Best Buy to buy the Shins and Aroma's with Mario and Kim for a lovely time. Although, apparently my mother has scared poor Mario so much that he wouldn't dare to even drive up. I was dropped off at the corner. Funniness. What was even funnier was that she had called earlier, too. And she wasn't pissed that 1. I was with Mario and 2. I wasn't home at 6:30. Weird. So, I just came home and then went supplies shopping, and just scrambled. Oh, and my bizatch english teacher gave us a 350 word essay to be due Wednesday.
Today... sucked. I saw Ben a whole lot, though, which was good. Kind of funny, out of everyone, I see him the most, and he's not even in my grade. Although I feel bad for the kid. Benliness=cool. So, other than that, today was.. gosh.. suck-y. My english teacher gave us The Iliad today. We have to read Book 1 tonight. Plus finish the essay. Gah! Did I mention that school is a royal suckfest? And I have a bunch of stupid seniors in my classes, too. I couldn't believe how stupid they are until they couldn't even solve a simple math problem. 2x-3y and x=5 and y=7. When the teacher asked a senior how to solve it, she said she didn't know. Half the class didn't know! AHHH!!! SAVE ME!
So, yeah. If anyone has A lunch and wouldn't mind me imposing, you should so tell me. Sitting by yourself and not eating is just way too depressing.
But since school has started I need to begin my running regimen. Fun.
Wow, this entry sucks at being. It's so unorganized and un-fucking-interesting.
And what happened to comments? Do I really suck that much? Maybe if I stopped being so damn emo... Hah.
I'll go now. I have so much crap to do, it's not even funny.
Well, yesterday, my first day, went horribly. So uncool. But afterschool, I did get to go to Best Buy to buy the Shins and Aroma's with Mario and Kim for a lovely time. Although, apparently my mother has scared poor Mario so much that he wouldn't dare to even drive up. I was dropped off at the corner. Funniness. What was even funnier was that she had called earlier, too. And she wasn't pissed that 1. I was with Mario and 2. I wasn't home at 6:30. Weird. So, I just came home and then went supplies shopping, and just scrambled. Oh, and my bizatch english teacher gave us a 350 word essay to be due Wednesday.
Today... sucked. I saw Ben a whole lot, though, which was good. Kind of funny, out of everyone, I see him the most, and he's not even in my grade. Although I feel bad for the kid. Benliness=cool. So, other than that, today was.. gosh.. suck-y. My english teacher gave us The Iliad today. We have to read Book 1 tonight. Plus finish the essay. Gah! Did I mention that school is a royal suckfest? And I have a bunch of stupid seniors in my classes, too. I couldn't believe how stupid they are until they couldn't even solve a simple math problem. 2x-3y and x=5 and y=7. When the teacher asked a senior how to solve it, she said she didn't know. Half the class didn't know! AHHH!!! SAVE ME!
So, yeah. If anyone has A lunch and wouldn't mind me imposing, you should so tell me. Sitting by yourself and not eating is just way too depressing.
But since school has started I need to begin my running regimen. Fun.
Wow, this entry sucks at being. It's so unorganized and un-fucking-interesting.
And what happened to comments? Do I really suck that much? Maybe if I stopped being so damn emo... Hah.
I'll go now. I have so much crap to do, it's not even funny.