If you want to make a run for it, my love, I'd cover you.
Well, today sucked. A lot. I went shopping, and as expected, my self esteem cratered. I did get some clothes. And I got a shirt that I reallllly like. But other than that, it was pretty bad.
Then, I just sat around feeling lonely and sorry for myself that on the last day of summer I was just sitting there all alone and not being prepared for school tomorrow. Until around 6. Ben and I were talking online and we thought a dinner was needed to umm un-celebrate the start of school. I don't know the opposite of celebrate, so sue me. But anyways, I was pretty revved. It was going to be Ben, Mario, Hayley, the sister, and I. And just as we were getting in Mario's car to get Ben, my mom runs up. She had been running and I hadn't exactly told her I was leaving. I had left a note. But as soon as she sees us, she vetoes our plans. Her reason: none. Although, I know what it was really. And she marched us back inside. She is really quite insane sometimes.
So, anyways, the rest of the nite has been spent sulking and wondering why my mom is so damn nuts. I wish I had done SOMETHING today. God forbid I go eat dinner with some friends, mom. Bleh. Anyways, I am starting to regret school's coming... but I guess there's a tiny particle of me that's excited.
Oh well. Hope to see some of you rockin cats tomorrow.
PS- Sorry to Mario and Hayley for having to see my mom all crazy-like. And sorry Ben, too. Maybe next weekend when we're with our dad, we can try it.
Then, I just sat around feeling lonely and sorry for myself that on the last day of summer I was just sitting there all alone and not being prepared for school tomorrow. Until around 6. Ben and I were talking online and we thought a dinner was needed to umm un-celebrate the start of school. I don't know the opposite of celebrate, so sue me. But anyways, I was pretty revved. It was going to be Ben, Mario, Hayley, the sister, and I. And just as we were getting in Mario's car to get Ben, my mom runs up. She had been running and I hadn't exactly told her I was leaving. I had left a note. But as soon as she sees us, she vetoes our plans. Her reason: none. Although, I know what it was really. And she marched us back inside. She is really quite insane sometimes.
So, anyways, the rest of the nite has been spent sulking and wondering why my mom is so damn nuts. I wish I had done SOMETHING today. God forbid I go eat dinner with some friends, mom. Bleh. Anyways, I am starting to regret school's coming... but I guess there's a tiny particle of me that's excited.
Oh well. Hope to see some of you rockin cats tomorrow.
PS- Sorry to Mario and Hayley for having to see my mom all crazy-like. And sorry Ben, too. Maybe next weekend when we're with our dad, we can try it.