this might be too important, im not sure why im writing it in here

[thegapbabe54]

First of all im not sure if anyone will understand this, bu ohh well cuz it doesnt matter anymore...nothing matters anymore.

I feel like everrthing i've done up to this point has been meaningless. Like if i had another chance, to go back and re-do everything i definitly would.in a heartBEAT. i want so much not to be angry or upset with you, kevin.

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[iam_still_here_]

I know what you mean. sometimes it seems that all my life I've accomplished nothing than meaningless relationships and 11 years of schooling that have proved to teach me only minior details that are important to actually living. and I think I know what you mean about kev. I don't know the exact situation but I went throught something seemingly simular with matthew. and I never really got the chance to tell him how I felt about some of the things that I ended up finding out. so...after all my blabing I'll get to the point. I suggest you talk to him about whatevers bothering you and make sure you say all that needs to be said. Because if you don't you'll regret not doing something about becuase ur relationship won't be the same until the problem is resolved. and about that whole taking it back thing.....even after all my own personal mistakes that I've made especially in the past year.. I'd never take them back. Because I learned from them.

Hope things work out for you.

give me a call if you need someone to talk to or just need to clear ur head.

*ashley*

[thegapbabe54]

we talked, everything is better than it ever has been.