this might be too important, im not sure why im writing it in here
First of all im not sure if anyone will understand this, bu ohh well cuz it doesnt matter anymore...nothing matters anymore.
I feel like everrthing i've done up to this point has been meaningless. Like if i had another chance, to go back and re-do everything i definitly would.in a heartBEAT. i want so much not to be angry or upset with you, kevin. But how am i supposed to do that? Are all of these things lies...has that all our entire like NINE years of friendship been? It feels like that. I really wish i didnt have this feeling. I dont know what to do to make it go away either. It feels like...like your hiding something from me, something that if you knew i found out then everything would go wrong. I hate this feeling. PLEASE make it go away. P L E A S E.