Dec 30, 2006 01:53
Bev is my passion in life.
If I want to take control of my life, and do what I wanna do with my life, in 2007, then it's gotta be:
Get some decent music equipment, and finish the songs Bev inspired, with a little help from my friends and contacts. =)
Write that book, about everything that went on at college, so Bev can understand me.
Build an inflatable piece of architecture.
These are all the main things Bev has inspired.
My only problem is I can make that last idea commercial, and pay for itself. But the first two - finishing music, and writing - sound like things I'd have to do in my spare time, which is annoying, 'cos I already take ages doing stuff, and never have enough spare time. If I can think of some way of making them full time work, that would be really good.
Of course, I also wanna do my magazine properly...and it's my fear that if I do that, and place the emphasis on that in 2007, I can kiss music and writing goodbye. =/
Hmm...but if I do well at it, I can get an income surely?
I don't think on New Years Day, I'm really gonna have a solid plan for 2007.
There will just be stuff I want to do - B Music, B Book, Inflatable, and Magazine...and what order, what priorities, etc, it'll all be up in the air. So a bit of juggling. But they're all long term plans, so hopefully, somehow, we'll make some dreams come true.
I need to do this before I die, as these are all my life ambitions.
I think 2006 slowed me down, because I was doing stuff I wasn't passionate about. Instead of working towards Bev, I was wasting time with women I don't love.
And instead of working towards my magazine, I was being sidetracked by a nigh on impossible DVD scope [ too ambitious for the resources available ].
Nonetheless, the truth is, I am still dealing with the aftermath of 2006.
I still have Joey's books to publish,
and I still have the DVD to finish.
And these activities will dominate the first quarter of 2007.
The question is: Will they bog me down to the point, that other ambitions become unattainable within the same year?
Or will I be able to be set free from these obligations, and be able to follow my heart again?
I love Bev, and I wanna finish all the half-started creative projects she inspired.
P.S. Having said that - I am also just as stubborn about finishing the DVD, and finishing Joey's books.
ambition,
bev