I am an ass
Had a wardrobe fitting today at 1:30 and went early hoping I'd be back in time for Kar3n to hand off the ninja when she went too work. She had forgotten her phone again, so we communicated by email. They told me I'd be out in time so I left her a message saying not to bother taking him to Liz's.
Then I waited. And waited. And they made me change again and again. By the time I realized that wasn't going to happen, all I could do was email and email and hope she checked it.
Unfortunately, it was too late. She saw the message at almost 2pm...when she had to be at work. And so she jetted off to Liz's after all and called me very angry.
Now I am getting an ulcer thinking of her in trouble at work and it's all my fault. I should have just stuck to the plan of dropping the kid off from the get go...I just feel so damn imposing everytime I leave him with someone that I do all I can too avoid it. Which causes more problems.
Acting and babies just do not mix. Every nightmare scenario I had before he was born has come to pass so far. It's stressful enough without kids...I don't know how people do both without having an aneurysm.
Then I waited. And waited. And they made me change again and again. By the time I realized that wasn't going to happen, all I could do was email and email and hope she checked it.
Unfortunately, it was too late. She saw the message at almost 2pm...when she had to be at work. And so she jetted off to Liz's after all and called me very angry.
Now I am getting an ulcer thinking of her in trouble at work and it's all my fault. I should have just stuck to the plan of dropping the kid off from the get go...I just feel so damn imposing everytime I leave him with someone that I do all I can too avoid it. Which causes more problems.
Acting and babies just do not mix. Every nightmare scenario I had before he was born has come to pass so far. It's stressful enough without kids...I don't know how people do both without having an aneurysm.