I will criticize myelf for this for days

[thefinerthings]

uh oh here we go again-
I'm jealous yes
and confused again-
Ive got love from my friends
but Im so alone again
Ive got money, pot, drugs, family and education
Im sick of being high again.
I feel pretty low but then again
Ive got a lot to throw away
since nothing that mattered wanted to stay
Im starting from the start again
probly doesnt matter anyway
I cant seem to keep my feelings away
from the real world my heart wants to run again
but my soul's still held by a seductive hallucinogen.