Apologies don't really mean a thing sometimes.

I want so desperately to be proud of who I am. To say that I am gay and to be proud of what that means. Yet everyday I am faced with delusional men whom feel they have carte blanche over everything that surrounds them.

So there is never a "yes" or a "no." So there will always be this grey area where they ( Read more... )

To Chris Black ( Read more... )

In times of peril I like to look to scholars for a bit of inspiration. Plato, Socrates. Sometimes even Oscar Wilde. Oh, and, Avril Lavigne ( Read more... )

Things are working out fairly well. I hope.

I don't want this. I need this.

So, who would like to help me fasten my Depends? I have arthritis at my old age and can't stick together the straps without screaming in an agonizing pain. Not really. My bones are doing pretty good and I can usually control my bladder. USUALLY. I feel so very old though ( Read more... )

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I am on the fucking edge, holding my breath - digging my treads into the ground. Doing whatever it takes to not fall over ( Read more... )

Want to get in touch with your favorite dead homosexual rock 'n roller - Boy George? Wha ... you mean he's STILL alive. Oh. That's so sad. Well, I wonder what alleged coked up cow has been talking to me then ( Read more... )

While in Buffalo I got to look at myself in a full length mirror that Bailey had in her bathroom. Since then I have been on a continuous struggle to lose weight. So far I have taken the model's approach to losing weight by doing lots of coke and heroin. And when it didn't get in the way of my binges I must have jogged about 5 to 6 miles a day. I'm ( Read more... )

My mother has learned a new abbreviation. "P.C." Standing for, of course, personal computer. For the past week, maybe more, all she has been saying is "PC this" and "PC that." It's like when a little kid learns a swear. What I really wish she could have learned is "clean your vagina" so that the bathroom wouldn't smell like a zoo after every time ( Read more... )