well frick!
Sooooo... it turns out that by wishing on a star, you get fricken NOTHING! I was so happy until like 5 min. ago when I checked my e-mail.... turns out that I was "shopping in the wrong isle of the store".... Darn it! Darn it! Darn it! I have so many layers of myself to share, and recently, all I have shown is my facade. It makes me sad to only have my exterior show, instead of my whole being. I feel so incomplete, worthless, inadequate....I wish I didn't have to feel anymore. I guess that maybe someday I will wish upon a star, and my wish will be heard... I will find the right person for me, and I will never have to hide myself to anyone... I could only wish...