Deep(ish) thoughts....we'll see.
I remember when I was little how in the spring when the forsynthia would bloom that I would go outside with Kenzie and play in the garden or on the swings pretending I was a poweranger or whatever strange (artistic..hah) game mackenzie had created that day.
I remember the first time I cought on fire from a sparkler I was 5 and it burnt a hole into my favorite night gown...I cried for 30 minutes.
I remember the horrible brown rug in our living room which we eventually tore up and put down wood floors because we were allergic to it.
I remember creating Barbie City...speed limit 62. (Little Emilia asks mom "is that fast?")
I remember Lobo.
My first time in the hospital...left arm.
And Ellen my crazy neighbor.
And Brinna.
And Mushrooms of the Univers...our band. We never made it.
I remember Maggie my rocking horse, and all our other ponies. (My little ponies)
I remember the lovejoys and riding bikes and John crashing his.
I remember playing basketball with my shirt off because I though it was appropriate.
It was then.
I remember falling off the pourch and being stung by a bee.
I remember my first kiss.
My first break up.
The first time I drove.
The first car I hit..(didnt leave a mark)
My first camp experience.
My second time in the hospital....and then my third. hah.
I remember so manythings.
And to think that some people can no longer remember these things about their life...makes me really sad.
I hate that my grandmother has alzheimers...I mean what if I get it? It runs in the genes does it not?
I dont want to forget.
Or grow old.
I want to just stay and be and.....bleh.
Life is too confusing.
But I've figured myself out for the most part.
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I remember the first time I cought on fire from a sparkler I was 5 and it burnt a hole into my favorite night gown...I cried for 30 minutes.
I remember the horrible brown rug in our living room which we eventually tore up and put down wood floors because we were allergic to it.
I remember creating Barbie City...speed limit 62. (Little Emilia asks mom "is that fast?")
I remember Lobo.
My first time in the hospital...left arm.
And Ellen my crazy neighbor.
And Brinna.
And Mushrooms of the Univers...our band. We never made it.
I remember Maggie my rocking horse, and all our other ponies. (My little ponies)
I remember the lovejoys and riding bikes and John crashing his.
I remember playing basketball with my shirt off because I though it was appropriate.
It was then.
I remember falling off the pourch and being stung by a bee.
I remember my first kiss.
My first break up.
The first time I drove.
The first car I hit..(didnt leave a mark)
My first camp experience.
My second time in the hospital....and then my third. hah.
I remember so manythings.
And to think that some people can no longer remember these things about their life...makes me really sad.
I hate that my grandmother has alzheimers...I mean what if I get it? It runs in the genes does it not?
I dont want to forget.
Or grow old.
I want to just stay and be and.....bleh.
Life is too confusing.
But I've figured myself out for the most part.
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