Sep 15, 2005 21:27
I've been thinking about grautaion alot lately..it makes me sad. Just think, this time next year my sister, and all of her friends, who are my freinds, will be gone. Also, in just 4 years I'll be graduated and headed off to college without my friends, and we might never see each other again.
FrgNC7: We should go to college together.
ElCappuccino3: I already planned on it.
I can't imagine life without Lizzy, or without you other people....
Anywho, today sucked more than yeserday.
I woke up WAYYYYY late. 7:20...fuck.
Then I couldnt find my group in the morning because they closed the pit so I wandered in and out of ppl looking for them.
Science- Got my test back, 70. Shit, I'm gonna fail...I should study.
English- Skit practice, not bad.
Spanish- Ok, because I got a 92, and a 94 on my tests. But then she handed back papers and I have to redue a paper because I didnt write in complete sentences and if I dont redue it it wont count..how was I supposed to know that? I was gone on the leadership retreat.
Lunch- Sucked, Mandi wasnt there and the pit was closed.
PE- I was so fucking tired...it doesnt matter.
XCountry.
shit.fuck.damn.
The words to describe it..we did 10 300's all sprinting, plus a warm up mile, and a cool down mile which was all uphill.
UGGGHHH, I thought I was having an asma attack, which is odd since I dont have asma. I acutally started crying...no one saw but Lizzy luckly.
I feel sick all over.
Then I came home and slept and was just about to start my assload of homework when what should I find?
MY COMPUTER IS FUCKING SCREWED UP!!
It keeps shutting down, and won't load things..this is about the 5th time I have typed this update..hope it acutally stays on long enought to update...damn it.
Alright, I have to go do work...fuck.
Sorry this has so much cussing and anger.
<3333(something I need right now)
And I don't know where you went when you left me but
Says here in the water you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow
One hand on the trigger of a telephone
Wondering when the call comes
Where you say it's alright
You got your heart right
Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a flight
We share the sadness
Split screen sadness
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
All you need is love is a lie cause
We had love but we still said goodbye
Now we're tired, battered fighters
And it stings when it's nobody's fault
Cause there's nothing to blame at the drop of your name
It's only the air you took and the breath you left
Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a flight
So I'll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight
It might be my only right
We share the sadness
Split screen sadness
I called
Because
I just
Need to feel you on the line
Don't hang up this time
And I know it was me who called it over but
I still wish you'd fought me 'til your dying day
Don't let me get away
Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say this is the way that I used to be
There's no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
Split screen sadness
We share the sadness
-John Mayer: Split Screen Silence.