"I didn't know there were this many starfish in the sea."

Sep 14, 2005 19:57

I've had a ruff day.

Last night I went to bed at 1:30...bad move.

I had to leave early bc Mackenzie thought she had a NCHAS meeting this morning at 7 so naturally we left the house at 7:15...it turned out the meeting didnt start until 7:30..so I sooo could of slept an extra...5 minutes..Heh.

Anywho, then in Science we watched this long ass movie that made me fall asleep and then we had to take LOONGG notes.

English 1 we...ummmmm.....did something.. I dont really remember what..I might of dozed off in that class too.

Spanish, I made up my quiz before lunch and then took my spanish test after lunch..I might of bombed both of them.

At one point I was asked to say what time I got to spanish class...and I answered "Spanish class is interesting and hard." because I thought they wanted me to describe my class..

I had a good laugh about that one, it made my day.

Might of made me fail though...heh.

Anywho, PE..just kind of sucked..I was sooo tired.

Then I went to XCountry where we ran for 45 minutes straight...just....RAN. No where in particular...just running.

Then I came home and slept and such.

And then I happen to come across old conversations between me and some ppl saved to my MICROSOFTWORD files...it made me cry..honestly...I dont understand myself.

So that just totally put a damper on my day.

So fuck that shit, I'm gonna go clean my room.

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I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taken everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your indecisive mind shows me that
you are "just another girl"...(or boy)
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel.

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taken everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
"All hail the heartbreaker"

The Spill Canvas - All Hail the Heartbreaker
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