goodbye
so for now i'll say goodbye pittsburgh.
and hello world.
my problems that you might not of noticed:
i hate when people tell me they'll do something and then don't
it seriously could make me go phsycho. i'm totally not kidding. it's scarey and it scares me.
i hate when people say they won't do something and then they do it ( Read more... )
and hello world.
my problems that you might not of noticed:
i hate when people tell me they'll do something and then don't
it seriously could make me go phsycho. i'm totally not kidding. it's scarey and it scares me.
i hate when people say they won't do something and then they do it ( Read more... )
i don't know if you want any comments to this or anything, but im going for it anyways because i feel like i relate as well.
i dont like -anything- about myself. not my smile; i have braces. not my legs; they rub together when i walk and expand when i sit down like pancakes. not my face; its too narrow and bony. not my eyes; they're too normal & i have contacts and glasses. not my boobs; they're by far too small. not my stomach/hip area; it pudges out somehow of EVERYTHING i try to wear. not my shoulders; i hunch and i cant stop it. not my arms; they're too hairy. not my toes; they're too deformed. not my butt; it jiggles when i WALK - its so annoying. i feel like i can never find ONE DAMN thing to make me feel ok about myself.
i don't really have -any- friends that ever call me to hang out. except rick, which i don't mind because he's my bestest friend, but itd be nice to feel wanted at times by the girl society.
i think you are one of the most beautifully unique girls i have ever met. you are so set in YOUR OWN standards - i have always believed that you were so confident to start your own trends and be your own person, and it is something i have grown to admire since 10th grade. you are beautiful in every aspect, and people need to learn that and appreciate it because there are not many real girls left anymore. everyone is so fake & caught up in everything else that they cannot just be themselves, and it sickens me.
i don't like people who smoke weed & drink - either. its a stupid habit. weed is disgusting & seriously, if there is a age rule on drinking, what is SO HARD about waiting? maybe then they would be mature enough to drink responsibly and not socially.
so, to you and me, cheers to the world and goodbye to non-reality centered cranberry/pittsburgh.
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