my best friends

[thedrumgodnick]

i got dumped

it sucks
but as sad as i am, im glad it wasnt worse then it had to be

sarah is my bestfriend
and i love her unconditionally

i'd rather not know if we would have worked out or not,
then to take the chance of not having her in my life at all

i understand whats going on with her
i understand why she did what she did
and i dont regret anything

shes my best friend and i love her for it, end of story.
yeah. i would LOVE to be with her, but if this is what she thinks is best
then thats all that matters

i just wish i didnt feel so by myself right now.
my best buddy isnt helpin out too much right now

idk...im sad...
he's been my bestfriend since we were freshmen
we had NO other friends but eachother when we started high school
i miss him like hell. i want him to move back down here,
but everytime i talk to him, he gets shorter and shorter
im starting to think he doesnt want anything to do with me anymore

he stopped calling
blocked me on everything.

idk...just upsetting...
nobody wants their bestfriends to block them out of life
and thats what i feel like is happening.

im just glad i have the friends here that i do

doris, sarah, meg, kenton, tucker, beth,

all of you mean the absolute world to me
i would give my life for all or any of you.
thank yall for bein a part of my life.
if any of you ever need anything, you know im just a call away
i love you guys