Dec 19, 2007 19:25
best friends in jail for something DUMB!!!
whatever
completely pointless to, i mean come on now. how retarded could you be?
your my bestfriend, but lets be honest here.
im tired of cleanin up your messes
thats why i havent tried to help you out of this
im sorry, i love you unconditionally because your my bestfriend
but come on now. i cant keep goin like this forever
its not fair to me. you always tell me im worryin for no reason
NO IM NOT...i know what the fuck im talking about and every god damn time something bad happens
i hold my tongue and DONT tell you "i told you so"
because i dont wanna hurt your feelings, but hey guess what?....
i told you so...your not invincible, your not a genius, your not perfect
and when you say "it could never happen to me"....your the first person its gunna happen to. sad but true
i hope your okay, i hope you know you'll always be my bestfriend, but something's gotta change
you need to wise up to the real world
your my bestfriend, but i wouldnt be a good best friend if i didnt tell you what i thought you were doing wrong.
and you need to grow up...having a job and makin money and supporting yourself doesnt make you a grown up
its a very adult thing to do, but it doesnt make you one.
your my best friend and i love you for it. hope you realize something out of this.
anyways....
that was that rant
next subject
i hope im doin things right.
i dont know what to do, or if im doin things right or not
i dont wanna fuck this up
it means a lot to me. and im scared that i will over-do it
because im worried about how it will turn out.
im goin slow with it. im not gunna rush a damn thing
but i dont wanna make is seem like i dont care
im having a hard time finding a middle ground.
sometimes i catch myself...and im like...damn...
this just has to be annoying of me.
i worry that. last thing i wanna do is make someone uncomfortable
ESPECIALLY in this instance
im happy right now, and i dont wanna fuck it up.
i think i just need to relax.
roll with the punches. i think if i stress too much, its just gunna ruin it.
so...if you read this and you know what im talking about...
just tell me if im over-doing it or if i seem not interested.
im just tryin to enjoy bein happy right now.
: )
i worry too much. screw it. things are good.
i cant complain too much.