Meditation Project, Day 4

[thedreya]

I did not actually meditate today, and perhaps that will explain why I had another bout of feeling shitty this morning. Possibly not. I went to the store to pick up a decongestant and couldn't figure out what would work best, so I got a  pregnancy test instead (It seemed like a good idea at the time, okay? You can never be too sure. And no, no I'm not, thanks). Anyway, by midafternoon I felt well enough to go for a walk by the Eno with skippyclese , which began with both of us tense and snappish and ended with a delicious dinner at Peony and general satisfaction. How do I keep forgetting that trees, rocks, and water are the true panacea? I took a bath when I got home, too, which wasn't as lovely as I would have liked, but there you have it. My ears kinda tickle on the inside. I really should have gotten that decongestant.

Tonight I finally gave in and turned on the a/c. When it gets so warm that I don't want to cuddle, it's too warm.