I have no idea what I'm about to write...I just feel like writing.
I guess that's what a journal is to most people. But, as you can probably tell by the length of time that often elapses in between my entries, I usually need to have something big that I feel like writing about in order to bother writing in this thing. Over the last few days, though, I've started to enjoy just putting anything down in here, as a way to wind down before I go to sleep. So forgive me for rambling about completely nothing all of the time...but hey, this is MY journal. Okay, so it's online. Still, you're choosing to read it...lol. I suppose I shouldn't even really be that conscious that people will be reading this...but I can't help it. LJ is a weird thing, after all. People will completely bear their soul in here, like they couldn't by talking to others, but then the same people that they might have talked to about things will read the entry and comment on it anyway. I'm sure you could do an interesting psychological study of why people write in online journals like this, where you bear all of your emotions. I bet it's an interesting concept of wanting to tell people things but not being able to bring up the issues directly to them. Or at least, wanting some privacy with certain matters, but in the end, it doesn't matter if select people know. See? I haven't actually SAID anything yet. Haha. Oh well. LJ can be fun like that, right?
Well, I got some Zyrtec and some nasal spray from the doc today for my allergies...hopefully those will start working soon, b/c I'm dying here. I got to talk to Victoria, the girl I like at work, for a while today, which is always fun. It feels like it doesn't result in anything, but that's just b/c I don't let it, I suppose. But anyway, I'm patient. And I have no balls, lol. So I don't mind the no immediate results thing, as long as she knows me alright. I went over to Lucy's apt. and hung out...watched some pretty enjoyable TV, most noticeably the quality MTV program, "Yo Momma"...and also the end of the Pistons game, where they ACTUALLY hung on...I was so surprised. I thought for SURE they were going to lose. Makes me really wish I wasn't friggin' working during game 7....
I get to go meet Wendy today! I'm happy about that. I bet it'll be fun. Lots of driving, but it should be worth it. I wonder if I'm weird for being so willing to drive this far all of the time. Oh well, I don't mind putting in effort if it's just that, anywyay. I don't mind driving. Sure, gas costs like $3.00 a gallon, but I suppose I can live...and besides, I'm going to be getting some phat checks, yo, this summer from working 40 hours. Lol...
Well, I got some Zyrtec and some nasal spray from the doc today for my allergies...hopefully those will start working soon, b/c I'm dying here. I got to talk to Victoria, the girl I like at work, for a while today, which is always fun. It feels like it doesn't result in anything, but that's just b/c I don't let it, I suppose. But anyway, I'm patient. And I have no balls, lol. So I don't mind the no immediate results thing, as long as she knows me alright. I went over to Lucy's apt. and hung out...watched some pretty enjoyable TV, most noticeably the quality MTV program, "Yo Momma"...and also the end of the Pistons game, where they ACTUALLY hung on...I was so surprised. I thought for SURE they were going to lose. Makes me really wish I wasn't friggin' working during game 7....
I get to go meet Wendy today! I'm happy about that. I bet it'll be fun. Lots of driving, but it should be worth it. I wonder if I'm weird for being so willing to drive this far all of the time. Oh well, I don't mind putting in effort if it's just that, anywyay. I don't mind driving. Sure, gas costs like $3.00 a gallon, but I suppose I can live...and besides, I'm going to be getting some phat checks, yo, this summer from working 40 hours. Lol...