Look everyone...an entry where I DON'T whine!
So I've been dating Liz for like 2 and a half weeks now, and it's just been so great. It's been amazing to know that someone actually cares about me in that way. It's been so hard for me, getting to the point where I couldn't imagine being in a great relationship...and who knows what will happen here! It's cool...she's the sweetest girl ever. I'm just having so much fun hanging out with her. I'm finding out so much about her...hehe...I went to her color guard competition last Saturday. Quite something. I was really impressed with her! I had no idea what those were like...it's like drama, with the added flag element. Dancing, props, everything. Kinda cool, actually. Definitely a chick thing, lol...but I enjoyed it. I really like how she's always been involved in singing, acting, performing, etc...I always admired that ability so much. It really is a gift.
I've been seeing her all the time, and loving it! I even met her family today...haha, the big first step, I guess. Everyone seemed really nice and rather easygoing. Which was cool. Two sisters...no wonder she's such a girl, haha. She's more of a girl than any of my friends, who are always tomboys, and I think that's a good thing. It's a nice change. She's not ultra girly to the point where it's annoying...she's not high-maintenance or anything...she seems like a good balance, I guess.
But I've been having so much fun...and I just love talking with her, it's so natural...and she's so cute :) I'm definitely happy. I haven't been feeling like I've been keeping myself together in the best way lately (i.e. I've definitely been slacking in school big time), but this really makes me appreciate that I might have desirable qualities after all...at least for that all-important certain someone. :) And for someone with my self-esteem, it's a great thing. It's really great to think that I could just be at the beginning of something with Liz...it's not a feeling I've had much at all, but this time I know that it's real, and it's amazing!
It's definitely something that's made me feel good again, in a big way. So at least that should help to balance things a bit better. And hey, I'm happy. As for other issues...I guess I'll leave that to the shrink tomorrow...But for now, I can finish one of these entries truly content, for once :) Weird, huh?
I've been seeing her all the time, and loving it! I even met her family today...haha, the big first step, I guess. Everyone seemed really nice and rather easygoing. Which was cool. Two sisters...no wonder she's such a girl, haha. She's more of a girl than any of my friends, who are always tomboys, and I think that's a good thing. It's a nice change. She's not ultra girly to the point where it's annoying...she's not high-maintenance or anything...she seems like a good balance, I guess.
But I've been having so much fun...and I just love talking with her, it's so natural...and she's so cute :) I'm definitely happy. I haven't been feeling like I've been keeping myself together in the best way lately (i.e. I've definitely been slacking in school big time), but this really makes me appreciate that I might have desirable qualities after all...at least for that all-important certain someone. :) And for someone with my self-esteem, it's a great thing. It's really great to think that I could just be at the beginning of something with Liz...it's not a feeling I've had much at all, but this time I know that it's real, and it's amazing!
It's definitely something that's made me feel good again, in a big way. So at least that should help to balance things a bit better. And hey, I'm happy. As for other issues...I guess I'll leave that to the shrink tomorrow...But for now, I can finish one of these entries truly content, for once :) Weird, huh?