Title: Uncertain
Author:
thedorabangsPairing: ChiiTaro
Type: Oneshot
Genre: Fluff
Summary: “D-d-d-id you j-just s-steal my f-first k-k-kiss?”
“Chii,” He jerked slightly at the feeble flick on his forehead, “What’s the matter?”
The smaller boy could only bow his head more, fingers still on his lips as the occurrence earlier played back in his mind…
The numbers on the board looked like scribbles to him as their Geometry teacher went on and on thinking how exciting the topic must be to the class. Chinen didn’t really care though. He stopped caring the moment he lost track of what a Cosecant is. Okay, isn’t that supposed to be a Trigonometry topic?
See how he couldn’t care less?
Boring. Boring. Boring.
Just then, the teacher’s voice seemed to fade out, all motion occurring around him deteriorating to weird cinematic blur. With his last bits of energy, he turned to his side, witnessing the drop-dead-gorgeous features of his boyfriend.
How eyebrows scrunched at the information fed to them, his pencil tapping his chin when he finds difficulty with a problem, how his lips pout and purse, how the orange rays of the setting sun illuminate his snow-kissed skin. And then he looks back and him and flash a smile.
“Ryuu-chan daisuki” Chinen whispered before his eyes closed.
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Dozing off in class, he grew numb to his surroundings. Somehow he could still hear everyone though, and he could tell from the small talks and chitchats that classes were done. Being too lazy to do anything, he stayed partly asleep not until he felt a soft sensation pressing against his lips.
It felt exhilaratingly new. The taste so familiar yet unknown. Velvety. It felt perfect and he didn’t want to let go.
Chinen groggily opened his peepers, senses still intoxicated from the tinge of heaven, and with winky eyes caught sight of a flushing Morimoto Ryutaro.
Ryuu-chan blushing? It seemed the most impossible. His boyfriend was the cool type of guy; blushing, or any showcase of placidity was a taboo. He must be dreaming.
He closed his eyes. Is he?
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It wasn’t a dream. It couldn’t be. It felt so real and for the first time, he felt like he wanted to treasure something this much.
“Chii?”
Emotions exploding, he couldn’t help but just let it out, “D-d-d-id you j-just s-steal my f-first k-k-kiss?”
A smirk, “What?”
“K-k-kis-“ Somehow he found it hard to say again as realization dawned on him. Kiss. It was his freaking. First. Kiss.
ASDFGHJKLLSDJVNIN
Ryutaro did his best to stifle the laughs at the sight of a stuttering Chinen. It was just too cute, his blushing cheeks and uncertain tone made the boy want to take him home. He decided he wants to push through with this, “Kis-?”
Chinen gulped, “K-k-ki-kii-“
“Kii?” The taller boy stifled a laugh, “What are you saying?”
Catching the playful glint in his eyes, Chinen’s eyes widened,”YOU! YOU STOLE MY FIRST KISS!”
Ohcrap “Did not!”
“Did too! I wasn’t dreaming, you really did!”
“DID NOT!” No way in hell would he admit it. Despite the cool aura he sends of, he was really just this shy, typical boy. Being near Chinen made him mumble incoherent words, butterflies flying wildly in his stomach and the whole world at a stop that he could only see the other boy. And so he pretends to be cool, and speaks such few words. In that way, he wouldn’t make a fool out of himself in front of Chinen. It was killing him though. Dating for over a year already, he couldn’t even properly hold the smaller boy’s hand without his hands making a sweating mess. And let’s not talk about a kiss. He wanted to do so badly, to claim the smaller boy’s lips, but everytime he gets the chance he chickens out, and then it turns… awkward.
Besides, Chinen looked totally cute at that time. His lips seemingly pouting and his long eyelashes curving up into crescent moons. He was a human being too, and he couldn’t avoid the temptation. He acted on impulse and thus, this smooch.
“B-but I felt it… and it was nice…” Chinen bowed his head, confusion still etched on his face. He let his fingers run across his lips once again, familiarizing himself with the feeling.
Ryutaro couldn’t take it anymore. Chinen was torturing him. He didn’t know this small ‘joke’ would come this far. With swift movements he held him in his arms, arms snaked on hips, finger lifting chin, and their lips touched.
It was brief. A mere peck. To most it would feel like… nothing. But to both boys who held such affection to each other, no matter how hard they deny it, was enough to make them melt on their knees.
Sweet, it surely was. Better than chocolate. And they tried to grasp that moment. That nano-second treasure of a kiss, to embed in their memories their baby-steps. They had never been sure that they wanted to protect it for as long as they are alive.
You know what couples say that you can find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with in just a simple kiss? This was it.
“I’m not saying that I maybe the one who most probably, in the possible manner, not not be the one to have kissed you earlier, if it was really a kiss, you know, in class, maybe it was math I don’t know because I was not the one maybe, but…”
He kissed him once again, “Now I can proudly say it’s me who kissed you this time, Chinen Yuri.”
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AN: randomly popped in my head. Rushed, sorry for the errors. Hope you can leave that comment though, i'd really appreciate it :) i want to write again but it's getting hard lately :(( inspiration where are you?!