News Flash..
I'm sad & Pathetic :( ....why dont some people just do me a favour, put a gun to my head and shoot me rather than rant & rave at how bad i am all the time, job done, nobody need bother with me then and for once i might be happy....or at least at peace.
UPDATE: Okays, I feel loads better now, after having what little self-respect i had completely crushed (again...this is becoming a regular thing at the moment... :( ). Leesa (silentdreamsend) phones me up, for like an hour, we chatted, giggled, laughed, shushed, sigh'd, hmmm'd, ugh'd, grrrrr'd haha. We use to talk so much, we kinda...not drifted apart, we are still as close friends as ever in a way, but we just talk less then we used to, which is a shame, cause i really enjoyed our conversation, gave me something to look forward to everyday. i miss things like that so much, bless the good old days =] if only we could turn back the clocks or turn the page to find a blank sheet and start our lifes all over again. Love ya loads Leesa!! Thankyou so much for being you and for being there for me, you most definitely are my guiding light in this darkened life of mine, I hope that heavenly flow of love in your heart never dies, We will always have the bond of friendship that has tied us so close together. Thank you for being the Sweet you that i've come to love and know so much. xxxxxx
UPDATE: Okays, I feel loads better now, after having what little self-respect i had completely crushed (again...this is becoming a regular thing at the moment... :( ). Leesa (silentdreamsend) phones me up, for like an hour, we chatted, giggled, laughed, shushed, sigh'd, hmmm'd, ugh'd, grrrrr'd haha. We use to talk so much, we kinda...not drifted apart, we are still as close friends as ever in a way, but we just talk less then we used to, which is a shame, cause i really enjoyed our conversation, gave me something to look forward to everyday. i miss things like that so much, bless the good old days =] if only we could turn back the clocks or turn the page to find a blank sheet and start our lifes all over again. Love ya loads Leesa!! Thankyou so much for being you and for being there for me, you most definitely are my guiding light in this darkened life of mine, I hope that heavenly flow of love in your heart never dies, We will always have the bond of friendship that has tied us so close together. Thank you for being the Sweet you that i've come to love and know so much. xxxxxx