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Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
God today is so fuckin hard, and yet no one really seems to give a flying fuck =[
Yesterday was bad....so bad, I couldn't stop shaking all day....today? its just so much worse, tomorrow? who even knows if i'll make it to tomorrow, no one cares anyway? the one person I thought did care dont even give a damn.....I just wish i wasn't so alone right now, yet i can't really face people or anyone...I just wish there was someone here, to let me know im ok, its ok, that they care, but im just so tired, so bored, so lonely, so fed up of living this damned life every day...I hurt everyday and they hurt me back...i'm better off alone, out of harms way....lets see if i can make tomorrow....
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God today is so fuckin hard, and yet no one really seems to give a flying fuck =[
Yesterday was bad....so bad, I couldn't stop shaking all day....today? its just so much worse, tomorrow? who even knows if i'll make it to tomorrow, no one cares anyway? the one person I thought did care dont even give a damn.....I just wish i wasn't so alone right now, yet i can't really face people or anyone...I just wish there was someone here, to let me know im ok, its ok, that they care, but im just so tired, so bored, so lonely, so fed up of living this damned life every day...I hurt everyday and they hurt me back...i'm better off alone, out of harms way....lets see if i can make tomorrow....
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