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well the night after last i was sick outta my mind even tho i had church the next morning. then the next morning i went despite throwing up. im glad i did. i think god was calling me to share my testimony and i have evidence of this because im horrible in front of crowds alone and this was the whole congregation! but guys, when i got up there i was comfortable. i wasnt scared at all! plus i had tiffany right next to me which made it all the better. shes so amazing! shes my role model, shes just....heaven sent to me. once i was done with talking, a feeling of happiness and relief and tranquility enrapt me and i knew that for once i had pleased god.
god has been calling to me alot lately. im going to teach vbs and then im going on this missionary trip for a week where we feed the homeless, paint houses, teach the word of god, and so many amazing things! i think this is only a small step tho, i think in a few years i want to be a real missionary! *i know me a missionary right?* but i just have this drive now!!im also joining a bible study group with taleese and emily i think which is somthing i wud heart!!!
im so excited and im not ashamed of my faith anymore!! im not gonna try and change myself for my friends who probably wont talk to me by the end of the year or for cecular teenagedom ever again, because the last time i did this it made me doubt god and his amzing awsomeness!! i feel found!!! i can only begin to describe it like this; i was lost in a black abyss where i had forgotten everything but now i can see th light and have a rejuvinated feeling!!! im so happy and excited now!! wish me luck!!!
god has been calling to me alot lately. im going to teach vbs and then im going on this missionary trip for a week where we feed the homeless, paint houses, teach the word of god, and so many amazing things! i think this is only a small step tho, i think in a few years i want to be a real missionary! *i know me a missionary right?* but i just have this drive now!!im also joining a bible study group with taleese and emily i think which is somthing i wud heart!!!
im so excited and im not ashamed of my faith anymore!! im not gonna try and change myself for my friends who probably wont talk to me by the end of the year or for cecular teenagedom ever again, because the last time i did this it made me doubt god and his amzing awsomeness!! i feel found!!! i can only begin to describe it like this; i was lost in a black abyss where i had forgotten everything but now i can see th light and have a rejuvinated feeling!!! im so happy and excited now!! wish me luck!!!