Nerves...
So the nerves have finally set in. I don't know what hit me or not but something happened and now I'm nervous about school. Like Hey Woonsocket High School didn't prepare me anywhere near what I should be prepared for. Thanks a lot for that. I'd especially like to thank the English Department because YOU ALL SUCK!!! EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU!!! But I really hope that this passes. I've been ready for school since the day I found out that I got in. I really was so excited and ready and now I'm nervous. Not to the point where i'm like scarred but to the point where I feel as if this is going to be so hard that I"m going to feel like killing myself for 4 years in a row. But I think its just me getting ready. I also don't know about track becasue this work out is hard and if this is just the summer work out then I really have no idea how the fuck i'm going to handle the normal work out. But everything will pass. Its just that everyone is really getting ready to leave like Anita leaves on tuesday and this sucks. Like I'm dead last to leave and its like "hey i'm still here but you've all moved in already" WTF Once i get there I will be fine but its just these next 2 weeks that are going to kill me. Atleast this next week I still have everyone here...but What am i going to do once everyone is gone. I have 5 more days of work and I can't wait for this to be over. Its so bad now I trained a guy named Pedro today who carries a Man-Purse...yeah i'm not kidding either. hahha But thats all for now I'm sure you're sick of hearing me or atleast reading me. hahah Good luck to everyone at School this year and I will try and keep in touch and will hopefully see atleast some of you during the Thanksgiving Break.