Jun 02, 2007 21:24
So today ended my High School Track Career and made me kind of upset. I reallly didn't think that i would be upset on a day like today because I've been looking forward to this day for a very long time. I am really excited for College but I think that I am going to miss everyone way more than I thought or want to. I really wanted to be able to just be done but I think that throwing hammer has become a part of my life now. I don't think there is any other way to put it. As much as i didn't like it to begin it has surely grown on me. I think that winning has a lot to do with it because I like winning a lot but who doesn't? i mean come on. But after 4 great seasons of winning titles ontop of titles it has come to a close. I have accomplished everything that i set out to do in my high school track career and now i'm on to bigger and better things. Things are never going to be the same and I'm not so sure anymore if that is a good thing. Things are going to be amazing, don't get me wrong, but I am going to miss High School Track. Now i have to start all over again at the bottom of the totem pole in college. Hopefully being able to work my way back to the top by my senior year in college too, but I am excited. The athletic banquet is monday night and I am excited. It is going to be a good time and I am really glad that school is done on wednesday for me. But I just needed some place to talk because I am really wired right now and yet I am babysitting. I love having my laptop so that even if i am away from the world I still have some kind of connection, now through the internet. I have a wonderful girlfriend who has been amazing through all the bullshit i've had to deal with because of track and shes great. Now that track is over things are going to be a lot easier for us and I am very happy about that. Well thats it for now but I will be back soon enough don't get me wrong. haha