IT"S SO FUCKING HOT!!!
I feel like I'm going to fucking melt. Not only is it like fucking 9001 degrees outside, I live in a third story apartment with no insulation. I feel like I'm in a fucking sauna. Last night Tina and I slept in the living room with the air conditioner with a blanket covering the hallway so it will get colder.
I wanted to take a shower to cool off, but ever since my surgery have to take showers with a band aid type thing over my ACL surgery scar that no fucking store seems to have. I have checked everywhere. So Tina ended up giving me a sponge bath. It was nice, she gave me a hand job with the soap from the water it felt good but eventually started kind of burning and I felt stupid for letting her do it. My dick is super clean now though.
Not really much is happening right now in my life. I had band practice yesterday, it went pretty good but it kind of fucking sucked from not playing for a little while cause my fucking surgery. We have a concert June 28th and I bet I fuck up and embarrass myself. Hopefully not. The heat could have just been getting to me too.
I went to physical therapy this morning, and I was so fucking proud of myself, they told me I was advancing quickly and I rode one of the stationary bikes. I didn't think I could do it but I'm fucking awesome and I did. Fuck ya'll niggers who don't think I'm the shit.
I think I need to move to like Colorado up in the fucking mountains where it's always cold, cause I can at least where warm clothes unlike when it's hot you have to wear light clothes and it barely helps. Indiana sucks for humidity, and for everything else in that matter.
This is a lot different from my other posts on here, but I figure everything can't be fucked up and weird. I mean I was just expressing my true thoughts and what was on my mind. I mean that is what a journal is all about right? Totally don't try to disagree.
Hmm on other news**. I set myself up a band website "updawgband.com" but just like 20 minutes ago I called and canceled my hosting service because I just kind of splurged my money and I got things like weed to buy and shit. No just kidding. Or am I? But for real my insurance is being a fucking bitch and I probably need all the money I can get seeing that anything medical is super fucking expensive. My band was excited for it... but we have a myspace and that is good enough.
Well I am going to continue sitting on hold and look at porn and I have nothing else to say so...
Niggertits.
I wanted to take a shower to cool off, but ever since my surgery have to take showers with a band aid type thing over my ACL surgery scar that no fucking store seems to have. I have checked everywhere. So Tina ended up giving me a sponge bath. It was nice, she gave me a hand job with the soap from the water it felt good but eventually started kind of burning and I felt stupid for letting her do it. My dick is super clean now though.
Not really much is happening right now in my life. I had band practice yesterday, it went pretty good but it kind of fucking sucked from not playing for a little while cause my fucking surgery. We have a concert June 28th and I bet I fuck up and embarrass myself. Hopefully not. The heat could have just been getting to me too.
I went to physical therapy this morning, and I was so fucking proud of myself, they told me I was advancing quickly and I rode one of the stationary bikes. I didn't think I could do it but I'm fucking awesome and I did. Fuck ya'll niggers who don't think I'm the shit.
I think I need to move to like Colorado up in the fucking mountains where it's always cold, cause I can at least where warm clothes unlike when it's hot you have to wear light clothes and it barely helps. Indiana sucks for humidity, and for everything else in that matter.
This is a lot different from my other posts on here, but I figure everything can't be fucked up and weird. I mean I was just expressing my true thoughts and what was on my mind. I mean that is what a journal is all about right? Totally don't try to disagree.
Hmm on other news**. I set myself up a band website "updawgband.com" but just like 20 minutes ago I called and canceled my hosting service because I just kind of splurged my money and I got things like weed to buy and shit. No just kidding. Or am I? But for real my insurance is being a fucking bitch and I probably need all the money I can get seeing that anything medical is super fucking expensive. My band was excited for it... but we have a myspace and that is good enough.
Well I am going to continue sitting on hold and look at porn and I have nothing else to say so...
Niggertits.