I don't talk good today, but Holly says I talk gooder than typically.

Sometimes I wish that learning to speak again was a quicker process.

It's weird how often I repeat myself. I think everyone does. Maybe you are compelled to say the same thing over and over until you say it right, and then you can move on ( Read more... )

I always feel stupid after I post here now, especially if I post seriously. At least a couple of other friends of mine have expressed similar feelings recently. I wonder if it has more to do with my feelings toward myself or my feelings toward LiveJournal.

Every time I post here now, even if I just post a survey, I feel like I've said way more than I want to say and I seriously consider deleting it.

I've been working on my article, a lot. I am getting really tired of procrastination/chronically underachieving/whatever. Sabotaging myself gets old sometimes. I think I've been doing it because if it gets rejected then I can blame it on that. I can say that I was dumb and waited to long to submit it so she thought I was a loser and therefore did ( Read more... )