dick
it's been a week since i've updated so let me back-track a bit....
friday i ended up wasting most of the day in bed since i was absolutely exhausted and couldn't do anything else despite the fact that it's my only afternoon free in the week. in the evening i went to alex's to drop of mila. we watched some episodes of seinfeld then i called it a night....
well, i would have called it a night if it weren't for the pervert that sat across from me on the metro. it wasn't until 10 minutes later, when i was nearing my stop that i realized the dude was masturbating under his messenger bag on his lap. he decided to reveal himself..or rather..his member in the most situations i ever found myself. overwhelmed with disgust and fury, i quickly got up and sat in a seat that wasn't facing him, while thinking what the hell i was going to do next to humiliate/retaliate. enfin, i'm a wimp, as much as i hate to admit it. and all i was able to muster up was a stiff middle finger as i walked out of the metro 30 seconds later. he, on the other hand, or rather had in his hand, something stiff of his own. ugh. so gross. oddly enough, alex knew exactly what had happened when i called him minutes later. turns out 3 of his friends have had the same experience in the last month. sick.
saturday david picked him up to head to the country. about 10 minutes into the trip i realized that my name ring was mysteriously not on my hand. sooo back we went to search high and low in my apartment. so weird since i never take it off. at the last minute, before i started to get really discouraged and ready to spend the week end sulking over even more lost objects (sneakers, makeup were the last ones), i found it behind my curtain in the kitchen. must have falled behind when i opened my jewelry box. phewww.
a few hours into the trip, even i started to realize that the roads we were taking seemed a bit..out of the way? but because i always have my head in the clouds and let people just whisk me away without asking questions, i didn't say anything. not until the sign for deauville was smack dab in front of me. petit surprise!! we went to deauville and then after l'entretat where there are the most breathtaking cliffs and clear water everrrr. unfortunately the weather sucked, but we'll be going back sooon. david is awesome. i love how he is spontaneous and keeps things interesting!
sunday was spent doing nottthinggg, just laying in bed. then having lots of sex. then more sleep. more sex. this was the pattern for the rest of the day. and it was lovely.
yesterday was valentine's day and for the first time everrrr i can remember doing something "en couple" and celebrating like one is supposed to. unfortunately my boss asked me to stay late to finish a project. at first i was going to say no, but this is this sort of thing that i have to do if i want to be sure to get a job or something! david was supposed to pick me up at 6 so i called to let him know. turns out he was there early and ended up sleeping in his car waiting for me until 8. mawwwwwwww. with a box of amazing chocolates. and a rose. then we went to dinner where i had my third soup of the day. love it. then after for some good sex. then..another surpise.
under my pillow david had slipped a little bag. inside was gold charm with a gemini symbol (2 twins looking up at a star) on a gold chain. i wasn't completely thrilled about it cause, well, i'm just a tough cookie. but then i got really excited when i took it off it's chain and put in on with the rest of my charms and then wrapped the chain around my wrist 3 times to wear it like a bracelet. perfect. worked like a charm. no pun intended. now i looveee it and am sooo happy that my boyfriend is awesome and generous..so why am i an asshole?
why did i still send a message to guillaume about valentine's day. and not be clear about the relationship that i am in? i'm so fucking ridiculous. as if i want them to duke it out. well, i have to drop the bomb soon cause guillaume leaves senegal in a few weeks and he has every intention of 'winning me back.' i'm somehow amused by this but i reallllly don't want to end up the sad loser in the end. besides, i need to let guillaume go. close the door.
oh by the way, i bought a pair of little big jeans and they are my new favorite thing everrr. with my patent pumps they looked hot. david approved and coldn't stop telling me how pretty i looked yesterday which means that...he loved what i was wearing cause usually those sort of compliments are far and few. matea said the dress i was wearing today was her favorite. funny cause it's from h&m, but still totally cute!
i'm getting addicted to coffee. and i've been lazy and unproductive. and stupid.
i did make progress on my cv. and fuck those rules. mine is on 2 pages AND has color (green). i'm starting to do...the search. where it will lead me, nobody knows!!
i'm going to be in a short film next month. it will be on dailymotion, youtube, and in some small theatres in lille. i'm going to be a starrrr.
friday i ended up wasting most of the day in bed since i was absolutely exhausted and couldn't do anything else despite the fact that it's my only afternoon free in the week. in the evening i went to alex's to drop of mila. we watched some episodes of seinfeld then i called it a night....
well, i would have called it a night if it weren't for the pervert that sat across from me on the metro. it wasn't until 10 minutes later, when i was nearing my stop that i realized the dude was masturbating under his messenger bag on his lap. he decided to reveal himself..or rather..his member in the most situations i ever found myself. overwhelmed with disgust and fury, i quickly got up and sat in a seat that wasn't facing him, while thinking what the hell i was going to do next to humiliate/retaliate. enfin, i'm a wimp, as much as i hate to admit it. and all i was able to muster up was a stiff middle finger as i walked out of the metro 30 seconds later. he, on the other hand, or rather had in his hand, something stiff of his own. ugh. so gross. oddly enough, alex knew exactly what had happened when i called him minutes later. turns out 3 of his friends have had the same experience in the last month. sick.
saturday david picked him up to head to the country. about 10 minutes into the trip i realized that my name ring was mysteriously not on my hand. sooo back we went to search high and low in my apartment. so weird since i never take it off. at the last minute, before i started to get really discouraged and ready to spend the week end sulking over even more lost objects (sneakers, makeup were the last ones), i found it behind my curtain in the kitchen. must have falled behind when i opened my jewelry box. phewww.
a few hours into the trip, even i started to realize that the roads we were taking seemed a bit..out of the way? but because i always have my head in the clouds and let people just whisk me away without asking questions, i didn't say anything. not until the sign for deauville was smack dab in front of me. petit surprise!! we went to deauville and then after l'entretat where there are the most breathtaking cliffs and clear water everrrr. unfortunately the weather sucked, but we'll be going back sooon. david is awesome. i love how he is spontaneous and keeps things interesting!
sunday was spent doing nottthinggg, just laying in bed. then having lots of sex. then more sleep. more sex. this was the pattern for the rest of the day. and it was lovely.
yesterday was valentine's day and for the first time everrrr i can remember doing something "en couple" and celebrating like one is supposed to. unfortunately my boss asked me to stay late to finish a project. at first i was going to say no, but this is this sort of thing that i have to do if i want to be sure to get a job or something! david was supposed to pick me up at 6 so i called to let him know. turns out he was there early and ended up sleeping in his car waiting for me until 8. mawwwwwwww. with a box of amazing chocolates. and a rose. then we went to dinner where i had my third soup of the day. love it. then after for some good sex. then..another surpise.
under my pillow david had slipped a little bag. inside was gold charm with a gemini symbol (2 twins looking up at a star) on a gold chain. i wasn't completely thrilled about it cause, well, i'm just a tough cookie. but then i got really excited when i took it off it's chain and put in on with the rest of my charms and then wrapped the chain around my wrist 3 times to wear it like a bracelet. perfect. worked like a charm. no pun intended. now i looveee it and am sooo happy that my boyfriend is awesome and generous..so why am i an asshole?
why did i still send a message to guillaume about valentine's day. and not be clear about the relationship that i am in? i'm so fucking ridiculous. as if i want them to duke it out. well, i have to drop the bomb soon cause guillaume leaves senegal in a few weeks and he has every intention of 'winning me back.' i'm somehow amused by this but i reallllly don't want to end up the sad loser in the end. besides, i need to let guillaume go. close the door.
oh by the way, i bought a pair of little big jeans and they are my new favorite thing everrr. with my patent pumps they looked hot. david approved and coldn't stop telling me how pretty i looked yesterday which means that...he loved what i was wearing cause usually those sort of compliments are far and few. matea said the dress i was wearing today was her favorite. funny cause it's from h&m, but still totally cute!
i'm getting addicted to coffee. and i've been lazy and unproductive. and stupid.
i did make progress on my cv. and fuck those rules. mine is on 2 pages AND has color (green). i'm starting to do...the search. where it will lead me, nobody knows!!
i'm going to be in a short film next month. it will be on dailymotion, youtube, and in some small theatres in lille. i'm going to be a starrrr.