moving right along
so the quicker i move on the better right? no need to linger on something that is probably going to hurt me in the end.
leakhena had a pot of tea ready for when i came over so i could recount the whole story. we both decided that he "want his cake and eat it too". i mean there is no discrepancy here, he definately sought me out, flirted etc. and for what? just to try his luck. ugh it just sucks. but leakhena had a good point, maybe he's great and what if maybe he dumped this chick or it didn't work out. the fact that he's doing this now just shows he doesn't have good character. true. well, whatever. it's funny how leakhena just knew. she totally called it. and i wouldn't have asked if it weren't for the fact that she insisted i be clear about his relationship status. little did i know...
leakhena also had another possible hunch. when i told her that juliani sort of tried to see what my relationship status was, she thought that i should ask him about his. who knows, maybe he did break up with amandine? i figured he would tell me this, but then again i shouldn't assume anything seeing how wrong i was with olivier. plus, after all this time and the fact that he is somone with strong moral character, he never dare come out and say he was single as if, what, oh no i'm supposed to drop everything after all that. so i guess i'll be making a call sometime next week. i have nothing to lose!
leakehena and i studied pretty well last night. law isn't that bad i guess. i think we consumed like 10 gallons of tea. and tacos!
my mom should be landing soon. i won't see her until this evening after my test. yay.
today i'm wearing a black wrap dress, which is kindof tight, high my green boots, and gray lady soul sweatshirt blazer over as jacket. i had so wear something that made me feel powerful . it's amazing what the power of clothes can do for you. honestly, if i had come in sweats and a tee (ok so i wouldn't necessarily be allowed to do that) i would feel like shit. depressed. i guess it's just that whole thing about putting your best face forward.
case in point: on the way to work, when i was crossing the main street, there were a bunch of cars and a guy on a scooter waiting at the red light. the guy was gorgeous. i mean really. and honestly if i didn't feel good/confident i wouldn't have even glanced in his direction for more than a second. but what the hell. well i must have caught his attention cause it was one of those slow-motion moments where i continued walking but our eyes were fixed on eachother as our heads turned. ah, yes these petits moments. i hope that i don't turn into a 35 year old spinster and still getting excited over these stupid things. l'horreur!
sara might be coming over my way next month during thanksgiving break. i checked out some tickets to barcelona on ryanair and i nearly fainted when i saw i could have a round trip ticket for 13 years. that's cRaZy. well, it would be cool to just stay in paris too. i can't wait!