keep yer mouf shut
went to leakhena's after work to study (and eat). we made some good progress going over the court cases. she gave me a pair of sweats to change into so we could be comfy on the bed. when i had to leave i didn't want to get back into my dress so i ended up wearing the sweatshirt, with just my stockings underneath, and my trenchcoat over of course so it wasn't obvious. well, it was just funny.
i talked to my mom and my sis last night till 2am. my sister like to chit-chat for hours and goes into even the most minute details while telling a story! my mom had quite a day running around manhattan getting shit in order for my italian passport. it's not easy and i'm thankful that she's doing all the legwork for me. while going into city hall her and my grandma almost got run over by busta rhymes' entourage. she said it was quite the scene.
i got a call this morning around 8:30...who the hell would call me at this time? juilani. he always finds the oddest times to catch me. and so unexpected too! i had just deleted him off speed dial too so i didn't even recognize the number. we talked for a good 15-20 minutes about stuff. i'm guessing he's still with her although neither of us brought it up. when i did mention the whole thing about me meeting primarily jewish guys he thought that was funny and tried to pry into my current situation. despite everything, i know he has a soft spot for me still. he actually came out and said it, politely. i think he's going to leave his job soon and would like to get out of paris (seems to be the growing trend...). well, it's nice to just keep in touch. he was someone really special in my life, that walked in, and unfortunately walked out. but who knows.
a few more email exchanges with olivier this morning. apparently he talked about me to his cousin..whoo. but only because i remind him of her. that's the second time he said that and i know it's a positive thing in general, but if i remind him of his family member..ehh.. how much is that going to help me in the love department? anyway, we're going out to lunch later with some other girl who is apparently loud-mouthed and vulgar. she's also, in my opinion, not very cute/pretty, and is tall. so i'm guessing i have nothing to worry about! he practically apologized for lunch yesterday saying he had too much work and stayed it-- like, i didn't need an excuse , it was cool. but yeah, amazing how things are moving. now let's just hope it keeps moving in the same direction..
i guess at lunch today wouldn't be the best time to ask about his girlfriend status. i'll leave that for when we are alone. atleast maybe i can get his sign! haha.
almost forgot the whole reason i decided to write this entry. so i said that i wouldn't be eating with the other girls cause, well, i have a more important "lunch date"! ahah. but yeah gaelle happened to look at the email he wrote cause i wanted to ask her who this sabrina chick is (the one we are eating with), and quite loudly, she goes into how loud and vulgar she is etc. mind you, there are only thin, peudo-walls separating me and olivier. and then samira wanted me to show her the emails or some shit like that. it's like ok, we are not passed the initiation phase. whatever happens now should not and will not be office discussion cause they are such blabbermouths and make everything into a loud scene. they don't know how to be discrete at all. and i realllly don't want this to come back at me and kick me in the ass. that'd be super embarrassing. plus, they're in their 30's so my ptit histoire just amuses them cause their day is boring and dull.