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so have you ever had a moment to pause and really think about how good you have it?
I really did marry a saint... at least a saint to me anyway. He understands me better than me, he loves me better than I love myself. He supports me in every decision that I make and I never doubt for even a breath that we will ever not be what we are right now... which is wonderfully inexplicably and terrifically in love. I really dont know what I did to deserve him but he makes my life's goal of making the pursuit of happiness my ultimate mission possible. I can't see me as I am without him and that is both terrifying and wonderful all at the same time. He doesnt define me as a person but he gives me the extra oomf I need to keep going. He is my biggest fan, he is my strongest supporter and he wants nothing more for me than the success he thinks I deserve. I could talk forever about the little things that make him my soul mate, but a. we would be here forever and b. the small stuff does matter but when you can say that you've reached the apex of happiness in one person then you really can't go from there...
I could say I could die tomorrow but that would be silly, I'd have to find him again in the next life and who wants to wait around for that?
I really did marry a saint... at least a saint to me anyway. He understands me better than me, he loves me better than I love myself. He supports me in every decision that I make and I never doubt for even a breath that we will ever not be what we are right now... which is wonderfully inexplicably and terrifically in love. I really dont know what I did to deserve him but he makes my life's goal of making the pursuit of happiness my ultimate mission possible. I can't see me as I am without him and that is both terrifying and wonderful all at the same time. He doesnt define me as a person but he gives me the extra oomf I need to keep going. He is my biggest fan, he is my strongest supporter and he wants nothing more for me than the success he thinks I deserve. I could talk forever about the little things that make him my soul mate, but a. we would be here forever and b. the small stuff does matter but when you can say that you've reached the apex of happiness in one person then you really can't go from there...
I could say I could die tomorrow but that would be silly, I'd have to find him again in the next life and who wants to wait around for that?