Only Here
It's funny-- tossing and turning last night, thinking all the things i was thinking, i wouldn't have expected anyone else to be going through those funny thoughts i was thinking at that moment. but reading up on my friends' thoughts i thought "wow they're thinking the same things i've been thinking".
So it was nice to know that through all of that funny thinking i'm not so alone and though there is a disconnect and a distance there is still something that we share and i believe, somehow, we will go back to that thing. some time in life, we'll all meet each other at that particular place but we'll be better people, smarter, more loving people, able to roll with the punches. and perhaps, able to punch right back.
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The Darkness doesn't come when His light surroudns me. the cold isn't is paralyzing and the fear goes out the window almost as quickly as it comes. I understand now why those panic attacks used to come, and i understand now why i never told anyone.
So it was nice to know that through all of that funny thinking i'm not so alone and though there is a disconnect and a distance there is still something that we share and i believe, somehow, we will go back to that thing. some time in life, we'll all meet each other at that particular place but we'll be better people, smarter, more loving people, able to roll with the punches. and perhaps, able to punch right back.
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The Darkness doesn't come when His light surroudns me. the cold isn't is paralyzing and the fear goes out the window almost as quickly as it comes. I understand now why those panic attacks used to come, and i understand now why i never told anyone.