Only because Adam wants me to...
So yea. I havent updated in quite awhile. Things are progressively getting better I would like to say. My first two years of college are over and summer's about to start. I'm actually planning things to do instead of sitting on my ass playing games inside. Paintball is going to be huge this summer. I can't wait.
School wasn't as bad as I made it out to be this year. My professors were pretty easy going and I didn't have much work to do. My human sexuality class was a bit of a struggle. It's not as simple as it sounds. I wish it had been. I'm happy I took it though. It fits the 'women's studies' group for my brockport requirement. This semester was amazing in the aspect of me having my own apartment. I got to have alot of people come over and I wasn't ashamed of the place. I'm moving out tomorrow and I'm going to miss it like crazy. I like being able to leave whatever where ever I want, and being able to do anything at any time. (such as the cocaine incident with adam) I might be getting a townhouse to myself in brockport provided I get the grades. If Jeb passes and gets accepted, I'll be living with him. I think he's someone I can stomach being with for months on end.
I'm going to come out and say it. I'm an asshole. I realized just recently how much I miss Adam. He needs to come back this summer for more molatov cocktails and firecrackers in toad's mouths. It's true.
I'm going to sound like I'm in a support group but I think it's pretty much the only way to say it. I'm sober. I'm no longer hung up on Kelli. It sounds mean, but it's not meant to in any way. There's not enough time in my life to sit and worry about what I've done wrong in the past, and I don't have enough time to waste trying to fix it. I'm enjoying being single and I'm sick of being angry all the time.
On a happy note, I might be getting a job at Entercom. I'll be doing promotional stuff. My sister threw in my resume and cover letter for the position and as soon as she saw it (Christine, the head of the department) she said she'd be giving me a call. I've got mixed emotions about it. On one side, I really want to get out of the dead end shit hole we call Wegmans. I'm sick of being a lowly cashier and dealing with people's garbage all day. I can talk to people who are where they WANT to be, and are looking to have a good time. I think I'd be good at interacting with those kinds of people. But on the other hand, I'm nervous about the change. I'll be expected to be counted on, and I'll have alot of responsibility put on my shoulders all at once.
One last completely irrelivant thought... I'm listening to alot more music of the .. past. I've been constantly playing Clapton, Mozart, Vivaldi, Strauss, Beethoven and Bach in my apartment. It seems like I have it on loop. Beethoven's 7th symphony really does it for me.
Adam, seeing as I did this JUST for you, I better get some god damn feedback.
And Kerri.. where the hell have you been?
School wasn't as bad as I made it out to be this year. My professors were pretty easy going and I didn't have much work to do. My human sexuality class was a bit of a struggle. It's not as simple as it sounds. I wish it had been. I'm happy I took it though. It fits the 'women's studies' group for my brockport requirement. This semester was amazing in the aspect of me having my own apartment. I got to have alot of people come over and I wasn't ashamed of the place. I'm moving out tomorrow and I'm going to miss it like crazy. I like being able to leave whatever where ever I want, and being able to do anything at any time. (such as the cocaine incident with adam) I might be getting a townhouse to myself in brockport provided I get the grades. If Jeb passes and gets accepted, I'll be living with him. I think he's someone I can stomach being with for months on end.
I'm going to come out and say it. I'm an asshole. I realized just recently how much I miss Adam. He needs to come back this summer for more molatov cocktails and firecrackers in toad's mouths. It's true.
I'm going to sound like I'm in a support group but I think it's pretty much the only way to say it. I'm sober. I'm no longer hung up on Kelli. It sounds mean, but it's not meant to in any way. There's not enough time in my life to sit and worry about what I've done wrong in the past, and I don't have enough time to waste trying to fix it. I'm enjoying being single and I'm sick of being angry all the time.
On a happy note, I might be getting a job at Entercom. I'll be doing promotional stuff. My sister threw in my resume and cover letter for the position and as soon as she saw it (Christine, the head of the department) she said she'd be giving me a call. I've got mixed emotions about it. On one side, I really want to get out of the dead end shit hole we call Wegmans. I'm sick of being a lowly cashier and dealing with people's garbage all day. I can talk to people who are where they WANT to be, and are looking to have a good time. I think I'd be good at interacting with those kinds of people. But on the other hand, I'm nervous about the change. I'll be expected to be counted on, and I'll have alot of responsibility put on my shoulders all at once.
One last completely irrelivant thought... I'm listening to alot more music of the .. past. I've been constantly playing Clapton, Mozart, Vivaldi, Strauss, Beethoven and Bach in my apartment. It seems like I have it on loop. Beethoven's 7th symphony really does it for me.
Adam, seeing as I did this JUST for you, I better get some god damn feedback.
And Kerri.. where the hell have you been?