Perfect
Ah if I were only perfect all the time....then I wouldn't have to deal with living with the consequences and the serious drama. Not logical, but one can dream!
Seriously though, I fucked up. I did. But so did you, let's not lose sight of how shitty we BOTH were...and let's focus on being better to each other.
The problem is this, I"m hard on myself. And I try to be hard on people, but when it comes down to it I'm harder on myself. That's why I've gone through such crappy men. It's not that I don't think I"m a good person and love who I am, it's just that it's the way I motivate myself. I've got to learn to expect just as much from someone else as I expect from myself. And I can handle this, until I fuck up, then it's all MY fault and we both lose sight of "hey we BOTH need to be better."
If someone wants to blame you for everything and work again you then...well what can you do? I can't control someone else's maturity.
Seriously though, I fucked up. I did. But so did you, let's not lose sight of how shitty we BOTH were...and let's focus on being better to each other.
The problem is this, I"m hard on myself. And I try to be hard on people, but when it comes down to it I'm harder on myself. That's why I've gone through such crappy men. It's not that I don't think I"m a good person and love who I am, it's just that it's the way I motivate myself. I've got to learn to expect just as much from someone else as I expect from myself. And I can handle this, until I fuck up, then it's all MY fault and we both lose sight of "hey we BOTH need to be better."
If someone wants to blame you for everything and work again you then...well what can you do? I can't control someone else's maturity.