done reminding myself...
it's 10:30 on a thursday and I'm sitting here with nothing to do... do u know what a great feeling this is? Class is over now and our final was due today so i turned that in and I'm taking it easy before work. i have no clue what's going on right now... but i think i'm at the point where i don't care to wait around and try and figure it out anymore... but other than that, i can't complain.
~had a pretty nice relaxing weekend... friday night was beer pong tourney which i SUCK at by the way... i'm a beginner, what can I say? Saturday night a few people came over and we watched a movie. good stuff. Sunday was family day for Dad. Tried to go by Swamp sunday night but it was closed... at least dave got daddy's day off! ha. we hit up wiseguys for a lil bit. Cool little place. I left and went home. Monday and Tuesday were at Swampgrass... SERIOUSLY, timing sux... oh well, whatever. Last night was good. Hung out with Lori and her friend. Funny Funny girls. Mikey, Chris and Ken all ended up showing up. Good stuff... other people were "going to bed". don't know whether or not to believe that. It sux. whatever, my past haunts me. Eventhough this/he may seem different... i don't know As much as I'd like to, i can't believe ANYONE is telling the truth. Especially after what people have gone through recently. I guess I just need to keep reminding myself, although do I really care to anymore? Ya, i know it was layed out from the beginning but that also doesn't mean stuff isn't gonna develop. Oh well, why do we have to care? Where's the switch to turn that off? If i can have control of something like a fan, light, hair dryer, car, why can't i have control of the thoughts in my OWN HEAD?!?!?!?!
~ok well i guess it's jumby for tonight... be there or be square
~had a pretty nice relaxing weekend... friday night was beer pong tourney which i SUCK at by the way... i'm a beginner, what can I say? Saturday night a few people came over and we watched a movie. good stuff. Sunday was family day for Dad. Tried to go by Swamp sunday night but it was closed... at least dave got daddy's day off! ha. we hit up wiseguys for a lil bit. Cool little place. I left and went home. Monday and Tuesday were at Swampgrass... SERIOUSLY, timing sux... oh well, whatever. Last night was good. Hung out with Lori and her friend. Funny Funny girls. Mikey, Chris and Ken all ended up showing up. Good stuff... other people were "going to bed". don't know whether or not to believe that. It sux. whatever, my past haunts me. Eventhough this/he may seem different... i don't know As much as I'd like to, i can't believe ANYONE is telling the truth. Especially after what people have gone through recently. I guess I just need to keep reminding myself, although do I really care to anymore? Ya, i know it was layed out from the beginning but that also doesn't mean stuff isn't gonna develop. Oh well, why do we have to care? Where's the switch to turn that off? If i can have control of something like a fan, light, hair dryer, car, why can't i have control of the thoughts in my OWN HEAD?!?!?!?!
~ok well i guess it's jumby for tonight... be there or be square