Dec 23, 2004 23:06
i was thinking today about the past. past christmas', friends, experiences etc. i also noticed this when i was chatting with a friend of mine who i used to hang out more and remembering things that had happened. its so shocking to me to realize how much i've changed, and how much of a different person i am.
let me tell you, 4 years ago, when there was the florida fiasco, my history teacher was talking about hanging chads, and i had NO CLUE what he was talking about. now i'm well versed in the many different types of chads.
also, with a friend, we were writing a list of all the guys we had dated and such. and i look back, and i just think wow. was that really me? i feel like the person i am today is who i want to be. i want to keep the same morals, virtues, and beliefs. and i think this is truly who i am, without having to cover up for it. but i just think about the things i did like freshman, sophmore year, and i wonder what happened. what made me the person i am today?? honestly, if you look at my entire life, the people i hang out with, the grades i have, the way i spend my days, the clothes i wear, actually doing homework(not too much though....). everything. i feel like i have taken a 180 degree turn.
anyways, this is a really random post, and not very humble. but i was having a discussion with someone about traits they didnt particularly like, and i realized i really like who i am. yea, i tend to interrupt people because i really want to say what i think, i still don't have firm beliefs on iraq, and i tend to be very long winded, and sometimes accidentally have bad manners when eating(spill on myself a lot too)i really am proud of the person i am today, and glad i am not the person i was in the past.
i'm done talking about how great i am. i swear.
p.s. i applied for a job at sauce today! i'm afraid if i get hired i'll just eat their yummy chicken lasagna all day.