1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal ( Read more... )

2 years ago I made an impulsive mistake.

that in God's grace, blessed me deeply; and in God's discipline, cost me dearly.

越陷越深

I can only hope I've learnt my lesson.

Separately, fluffy's ashes came home earlier today. Pa put the urn where fluffy spent his last days.

Tonight is another heavy heart night.

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i think about how we may have been pretending all this time
and i feel empty

but surely some of it must have been real
and then i feel sad

maybe it's easier (truer) to think of it as a lie

11 differences between dating a boy vs a man

sadly, I'm probably still a girl.

the second time you fall in love with someone

i probably should stop reading these [...] online.  you sort of relate to it but it's not you. and it's not (entirely) true.

I don't like being reminded (daily) of the coffee we will never drink, of the food we will never eat, of the places we will never go, of the exercise we will not sweat for, of the fish we will never catch, of the articles we will never share, of the pictures we have not taken, of the movies we will never watch, of the music we will never dance to, ( Read more... )

yesterday's book club was postponed because the organiser fell ill.

but that meant i could watch the place beyond the pines alone. i can't really find the most appropriate word to describe the movie (other than "heavy", which is not quite right nor what i'm trying to get at). but i do recommend watching it (alone ( Read more... )

Tea with two of my favourite people in the office (saying this I realise I have a lot of favourite people in the office)
Great fellowship over "dinner"
Blessed productivity
Late night camaraderie and conversation

All good save for one 不开心的事

And just not going to get my requisite hours of sleep.

Still,

Grateful.

Edit:
Oh!

Guess maybe (forgotten therefore ( Read more... )

beautiful man clothes

"I am obscenely practical when it comes to kids and clothes. As long as you grow out of them, I buy them on sale, at a consignment shop or accept hand-me downs. I won't spend more than 10 bucks on a shirt that may or may not make it through a given season. I stockpile clothes from yard sales and save them until Little Dude ( Read more... )