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[theconvicator69]

Oh my god I have no clue how long it's been since I updated. I hate Hickory. I know I have said that before but this time I really mean it. I have had some cool experiences here over the years. I have laughed, cried, and sometimes both at the same time. I will cherish those memories for the rest of my life and remember the people who gave them to me and experienced them with me. All that said, I am finally ready to say good-bye to this place forever. Of course I will have to come and visit because my parents live here but that's a visit. I can't live here. So this is kind of my good-bye entry to Hickory. My parents are being jackasses right now. They are fully supporting my brother who, just btw, failed half of his classes, lost his financial aid, and of course was put on probation. I can't say I'm happy that they still have faith in him. He has given them nothing over the years to give them reason to have faith in him. He's an asshole and that's about the best word that I can think of to tell you what he is. So compare his situation to mine. I did amazing this past semester and got on the Dean's List. They, of course, were proud of me but that's about as far as it goes. I want to move in to and apt. at the end of this year but they are finding it hard to come up with the money to pay that for me. The reason you ask, well, the asshole is taking all their money with loans and bills that his ass can't pay back. You would think that they would be more then happy to support me financially because given the facts I'm the better investment. Just another reason that I hate Hickory. It gives me family drama I just don't want to deal with. The more I think about it I have to think it's because he's not the gay child. Yes that is right I pulled the gay card. So at the end of this summer I am saying bye to that by moving in to and apt. at any cost. If I have to not take as many hours to get a job that is fine with me. That will just prove to myself that I can make it without my parents. Another reason I don't like Hickory is because I feel like people who really understand that person I have become are in Greensboro. Don't get me wrong I love my friends here, you know who you are. It's just this past year I went through a lot of changes personally and think I came out the end of the tunnel a better person and that better person exists in Greensboro. Hickory just reminds me of the awful person I was before this past year. Another reason I want to say good-bye to Hickory. The third and finally reason, I don't feel like I'm free in Hickory. In Greensboro I feel like I can do anything. I feel like I can be independent from my parents. I feel like I can be who I choose to be. In Hickory I feel like I'm being put in a box and expected to be who people want me to be.

To sum it all up: GOOD-BYE HICKORY! I AM SOOOOO OVER YOU!