May 19, 2006 16:03
This morning I woke up freaked out. I was scared of going under. I didn't like the idea of being put under with the chance of never waking up. I got ready put pj bottoms on and my DK 64 shirt on and went. I loved this outfit it was so comfortable. On the way to the office my mom saw who freaked out I was and told me that she was there for me. This is the point where I just lost it. I started balling just freaking the fuck out. But we got there and the people there calmed me by being so nice and understanding. The moment I saw a bird walk by bobbing it's head and I started dying laughing, I knew the meds had kicked in. They took me back and put the oxygen thing on me then put the IV in. I waited and waited for the doctor. He came in and I remembered how hot he is and I was at ease. He told me, "Now the first medicine I will put in will be a bit warm and it will make the cieling spin, so if you need to close your eyes go ahead." Then he said, "The second one I will put in will make your eyes lids really heavy." That is the last I remember until they were putting gauzes in my mouth at the end. I drove home with my mom and I laid down on the bed and was out. Woke up to my mom wanting me to eat something so I could take my pain meds. And that pretty much puts me here. I am no in a lot of pain and I feel quite good. That's not because of the meds I was feeling that before I took those. So all in all it was a good experience.