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[thecomatorium]

pissed in my mouth, you
take what was not given
in a flash, a daze driven
blaring, glare out too

face in face in ground
fist to blade 'n' bleedin'
pouring out 'n' needin'
reception lost, now found

angry words to show
futility in my hands
forever it seems to span
no need to e'er 'gain glow

what's the point in calling out
not an ear to listen
obsidian void glisten
not a face left with to pout

endlessly reread the lines
the last words of his time
struggled for straight spine
crushed unforgiven under dimes

to put it lyrically
stratospherically fucked
low and glowing, huddled, not showing
i'm afraid, out of luck

remember back when
the time was long and giving
friends showed their hands living
not so the day i wake again

fed up with this anger
tired of being my own stranger
fleeting flight of danger
blah, blah, rhymes with -nger

fuck i'm tired of words
it's not like they do a thing anyhow
random letters to let you know
the many ways i'll always let you down

a plead, a sob, a beg
squeel with it gets to much
ravenous for another touch
nailed down with peg

i can keep going my merry way
sure you'll not know anyway
not like you see the light of day
hate to feel this anyother way

making up a lie to live by
struggling a sense that bends backwards
hiding behind eyes that left no trace
buried deep in the backyard

so you still reading this?
you still care huh?
i'll fix that
burn the bridges, i dare...