Dec 06, 2006 23:57
so it's been probably months by now that i inserted anything in hear other that random words and thoughts i call my poetry, which is just pompous crap. but yeah, i am already tired of my new job. i am not a very good cook, but i am learning. it's been probably a month since i last felt the need to be around anyone. i've been sleeping 14-17 hours a day when i don't work. my dreams have been overriding my life. when i sleep i am safe and we are all together. but it cannot be in the waking life.
i treat everyone like shit. i'd like to apologize. why does it have to be this way?