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So last night I celebrated Carnaval with Javi and a bunch of his friends. It's basically, like, Halloween in february, which was really kind of a strange for me seeing as how I normally do the whole dressing up thing in October adn not the day before Valentine's, but whatever. It was still a blast.
Speaking of Valentine's, I had my first ever v-day with a valentine who wasn't my Momma. It was fun, we went to dinner, did the stupid little gift thing, and had a few drinks. That was all. I really enjoyed it, though I still think that Valentine's day is really stupid and was just created by hallmark and the corporations in order to guilt people into buying things for their others. Which is stupid, because what does a thing really matter in the long run?!?! And why is there a specific day to be like "you really mean a lot to me" ? Shouldn't you be showing you care every day? bahhhhhhh Things keep clashing in my head lately and it's getting obnoxious.
So this week has been really bring and draggin on. I'm not sure how I feel about that. The past few weeks have just flown by, so to have a week that's kinda draggin is strange. But it's also kind of nice, because I realized that I only have about a month left and, while I'm ready to go and see my family and friends, I also recognize the fact that I'm going to be quite sad to leave Barcelona. I've made friends and have created a life for myself here. I go to work, have a (silly, not decently paid at all) job, I have favorite bars and restauraunts. It's just weird to think that in a month I'm leaving it all to go back to the states. In a way I feel like I'm going to have to make my life again. I mean, yes, I'll be going back to my family and friends, but what's going to be different? Becuase things have to be different, right? I mean, the world has continued turning for the past 6 months. I've been living life and so has everyone else. Things aren't going to be the same, and that is kind of a terrifying thought. I like change, so it's kind of exciting as well, but still. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
anndddd I'll try to get back into updating more. I still have a month left, and I need to use it to the fullest!
Now, back to homework.