it's not that i hate you. i just find you supremely annoying.
Alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin. Praises be to the Lord of All Worlds.
After 5 weeks of schooling, i still find difficulties in trying to express myself in written words. it's really horrible. i think because my modules this semester does not require me to write like a series of essays. sigh. but anyway, it's really difficult for me to not think about school but at the same time i really want to make sure i enjoy my hari raya celeb this year. somehow, i look forward to the celebration and the going out and the hanging out this year. one of the reasons is that my baju kurungs this year are so pretty and nice to look at!! :):):) it's been quite some time since i'm excited about baju kurungs lol. i cannot wait to wear my golden shoes also hahaha. yarr and i think another thing is because this year i made a lot of new friends so this year's raya gathering is full of fresh faces! la la la la la..
and this year, i have like.. (counts).. insya-allah.. five raya outings with my dear friends..check this out, primary sch outing, sec school outing, jc outing, uni outing. omg. you know what this means!? this means i have like super duper alot of malay friends ahhhh omg. come on come on, i need diversity!
but as i think about how excited i am for raya, i was thinking, does this mean that the habit/s that i picked up during ramadhan will be shuffed away to one side? the best part about ramadhan this year for me was the reciting of the Quran with my mom. i think for me, i really bonded with my mom when we do our recitation together. i also enjoyed this year's qiyam sessions that i had, although not alot, but the few that i attended was, alhamdulillah, amazing beyond words. calming, tranquil and humbling.
and another thing i learned this year which i thought took a freaking long time for me to realize (given that the same thing has happened to me throughout the past 20 years of my life) is that: if you can do it on your own, then just do it. this statement is with regard to cleaning the house or anything associated with maintenance of the house. you're growing old, but i guess you're not growing up huh? i think for me, ideally, living in a house with siblings, it's supposed to like ohh taking turns doing the work and sharing the burden. but i guess in this household, SIGH. i make such a big deal out of this right? yarr but i still think it's not fair that sons should just mind their own business and not care about the cleanliness of the house. and i'm kind of confused right now but at the same time, i don't want the following statement to contain any form of arrogance or condescendence towards you, but what the hell are you doing with your life boy..
anw why the hell do you bother adding me on facebook.
wah, just go away la.
oh yar, please don't spoil my raya mood.
oh yeah, in light with the tradition of hari raya, whereby people usually seek forgiveness from each other, insya-allah if i meet you people, i want to say my apologies face to face; i like it that way, more personalized :) i know i have sinned so much and knowing or unknowingly, i have offended people whom i have come across. oh yar, i'm going to have to seek (the guy that i was talking about in the previous para) forgiveness from him bleurgh. hmm i'm not really good with words la. but then again, i remember a brother (not MY brother okay bleurgh) mentioned that the best of speech is those that comes from the heart.. so insya-allah i will say whatever i need to say from the bottom of my heart..
selamat hari raya everyone!!
After 5 weeks of schooling, i still find difficulties in trying to express myself in written words. it's really horrible. i think because my modules this semester does not require me to write like a series of essays. sigh. but anyway, it's really difficult for me to not think about school but at the same time i really want to make sure i enjoy my hari raya celeb this year. somehow, i look forward to the celebration and the going out and the hanging out this year. one of the reasons is that my baju kurungs this year are so pretty and nice to look at!! :):):) it's been quite some time since i'm excited about baju kurungs lol. i cannot wait to wear my golden shoes also hahaha. yarr and i think another thing is because this year i made a lot of new friends so this year's raya gathering is full of fresh faces! la la la la la..
and this year, i have like.. (counts).. insya-allah.. five raya outings with my dear friends..check this out, primary sch outing, sec school outing, jc outing, uni outing. omg. you know what this means!? this means i have like super duper alot of malay friends ahhhh omg. come on come on, i need diversity!
but as i think about how excited i am for raya, i was thinking, does this mean that the habit/s that i picked up during ramadhan will be shuffed away to one side? the best part about ramadhan this year for me was the reciting of the Quran with my mom. i think for me, i really bonded with my mom when we do our recitation together. i also enjoyed this year's qiyam sessions that i had, although not alot, but the few that i attended was, alhamdulillah, amazing beyond words. calming, tranquil and humbling.
and another thing i learned this year which i thought took a freaking long time for me to realize (given that the same thing has happened to me throughout the past 20 years of my life) is that: if you can do it on your own, then just do it. this statement is with regard to cleaning the house or anything associated with maintenance of the house. you're growing old, but i guess you're not growing up huh? i think for me, ideally, living in a house with siblings, it's supposed to like ohh taking turns doing the work and sharing the burden. but i guess in this household, SIGH. i make such a big deal out of this right? yarr but i still think it's not fair that sons should just mind their own business and not care about the cleanliness of the house. and i'm kind of confused right now but at the same time, i don't want the following statement to contain any form of arrogance or condescendence towards you, but what the hell are you doing with your life boy..
anw why the hell do you bother adding me on facebook.
wah, just go away la.
oh yar, please don't spoil my raya mood.
oh yeah, in light with the tradition of hari raya, whereby people usually seek forgiveness from each other, insya-allah if i meet you people, i want to say my apologies face to face; i like it that way, more personalized :) i know i have sinned so much and knowing or unknowingly, i have offended people whom i have come across. oh yar, i'm going to have to seek (the guy that i was talking about in the previous para) forgiveness from him bleurgh. hmm i'm not really good with words la. but then again, i remember a brother (not MY brother okay bleurgh) mentioned that the best of speech is those that comes from the heart.. so insya-allah i will say whatever i need to say from the bottom of my heart..
selamat hari raya everyone!!