Oct 04, 2004 15:55
Well me and my parents came out to an understanding. I guess i'm not grounded. i don't really know. The circus is back. I hope it stays that way. I'm not going to risk all i have for some stupid ass bullshit that wont get me anywhere.
We kept upgrading... we went from shit weed to like hydro. then to haze. then we were at like redline haze. it would of probably kept going on and on til it reached like crack or cocane or something like that. I'm glad i got caught before it led to some bullshit. Those famous words "i'm in control" youre not in control. Your brain just wants you to think that. yeah you think you're in control but you're not. I have plenty of walking examples that are regretting all this and wishing they could of just started over.
I want to thank all of you guys for helping me out through all this. especially you pookie. :) steph, you were there for me when i was so down i couldn't talk straight.. lol. dee.. you tried this whole time.. and i never listened to you. i was just too stupid. i thought i was incontrol. you knew what was best for me. All of you tried something. I'm really sorry for not listening to you and i'm glad i came out of this fine. Thanks you guys. for everything.
i just hope we all learned from this. i know i did.
TO WT:
HELL YEAH GUYS!!! WE MADE IT ALIVE. ITS FINALLY OVER!!!!
I love you guys man. We went through this together, we went go down together.
I'm just so glad knowing that through the good and bad times we'll stick together.